"I hate to see you go, but I LOVE to watch you leave."
-Castor Troy, Face/Off
Monday, January 31, 2005
300105 Sunday
[Mood: Fine]
here is a note for anonoymous / nameless people tagging on my board - reveal yourself please. thank you.
went to church today. nothing special. stained my white turtle neck with coffee. boo. oh yea, my class adopted a phillipino kid, jaysan. he's rather young. 1997 kid if i'm not wrong. :)
280105 - 290105``________=]]]
had orientation camp. it was a friday when it started. and i'm assigned to be the group leader of group 3 which consists of davin, josh, ailin, huimin, boonsiew, liting, and the sec1s - jiali and wendy. yep, small group. and so much for being so enthu', no marks were added for those. BUT WE WON ANYWAY. haha. =P alrights back to day 1. practically we played games whole day, la. this is the interesting thing i want to note - we played 'murderer'. jer's the murdered one, and her "spirit" is talking to the players. davin's the husband, who's the murderer, the guy who requires the players to guess. and grace, the mistress (third wheel), the one who caused the husband to murder his wife. well, i'm the chef (the suspected one). during the game, i'm to hide myself up. jaz and i hid behind the air vent. and when those players passed it, we both scream and jumped up. look at their expressions (especially josh's) - it's DAMN funny. they were so shocked. some groups saw us standing there from afar and thought we're spirits and thus ran away screaming. rofl. it's fun. for all of us. :)
night's okay. two sec1s who are quarelling over who gets to sleep beside me. it's damn funny, lor. but in the end i went to sleep at one corner, la. need to get some peace to pen my journal and to read my mag. was sms-ing but fell asleep.
it's weird people can wake up at 5. and this is the SO-VERY-NOT-CONSIDERATE thing - they talked and laughed and ran across the room (the floorboard is wooden, and sound impacts' really terrible). doesn't wake me up till 6++. irritating people. can't they see people are still sleeping? the programmes for the rest of the day's just like any of you would expect - same camp games. nothing much to note. overall it's fun. i'll post the pictures up soon. catch them if you can! :D
[group 3 people - davin, josh, ailin, huimin, boonsiew, liting, jiali, wendy]
yay. hope to see your 'enthu' spirits during practices too (although that's usually the part that's boring. cheese). see you singers soon! mwah!*
[jer]
all thanks to your 'murderer' game. it made the camp all worthwhile.
[ms tay]
seriously i don't understand your 'chimology' computer terms. lol. but i'll try to get the pictures out for you. :)
[i-love-egg family]
corrine suggested we all go out to celebrate cny. i'm not sure if i can make it (probably not due to my very tight schedule). but anyways, we'll all see to it okay?
[josh]
okay. we understand you're trying to be a flying turkey. don't have to elaborate. LOL.
[little red riding hood]
you said guys want girls 'cos of sex. well, i disagree with you. haha. anyways you probably think i'm the "bad-est" person ever lived 'cos i dumped you for elandra (or elena? uh-oh). but i'm actually a very nice person. lol.
note:
anyone knows how to post up videos? i video-ed some interesting stuff during the camp and hope to post it up. c'mon - teach me if you want to watch it. heehee. by the way, i do know how to put it up to my template. but i just can't find the right web to support the videos. thank you. :)
_hearts are often broken by words left unspoken_
here is a note for anonoymous / nameless people tagging on my board - reveal yourself please. thank you.
went to church today. nothing special. stained my white turtle neck with coffee. boo. oh yea, my class adopted a phillipino kid, jaysan. he's rather young. 1997 kid if i'm not wrong. :)
280105 - 290105``________=]]]
had orientation camp. it was a friday when it started. and i'm assigned to be the group leader of group 3 which consists of davin, josh, ailin, huimin, boonsiew, liting, and the sec1s - jiali and wendy. yep, small group. and so much for being so enthu', no marks were added for those. BUT WE WON ANYWAY. haha. =P alrights back to day 1. practically we played games whole day, la. this is the interesting thing i want to note - we played 'murderer'. jer's the murdered one, and her "spirit" is talking to the players. davin's the husband, who's the murderer, the guy who requires the players to guess. and grace, the mistress (third wheel), the one who caused the husband to murder his wife. well, i'm the chef (the suspected one). during the game, i'm to hide myself up. jaz and i hid behind the air vent. and when those players passed it, we both scream and jumped up. look at their expressions (especially josh's) - it's DAMN funny. they were so shocked. some groups saw us standing there from afar and thought we're spirits and thus ran away screaming. rofl. it's fun. for all of us. :)
night's okay. two sec1s who are quarelling over who gets to sleep beside me. it's damn funny, lor. but in the end i went to sleep at one corner, la. need to get some peace to pen my journal and to read my mag. was sms-ing but fell asleep.
it's weird people can wake up at 5. and this is the SO-VERY-NOT-CONSIDERATE thing - they talked and laughed and ran across the room (the floorboard is wooden, and sound impacts' really terrible). doesn't wake me up till 6++. irritating people. can't they see people are still sleeping? the programmes for the rest of the day's just like any of you would expect - same camp games. nothing much to note. overall it's fun. i'll post the pictures up soon. catch them if you can! :D
[group 3 people - davin, josh, ailin, huimin, boonsiew, liting, jiali, wendy]
yay. hope to see your 'enthu' spirits during practices too (although that's usually the part that's boring. cheese). see you singers soon! mwah!*
[jer]
all thanks to your 'murderer' game. it made the camp all worthwhile.
[ms tay]
seriously i don't understand your 'chimology' computer terms. lol. but i'll try to get the pictures out for you. :)
[i-love-egg family]
corrine suggested we all go out to celebrate cny. i'm not sure if i can make it (probably not due to my very tight schedule). but anyways, we'll all see to it okay?
[josh]
okay. we understand you're trying to be a flying turkey. don't have to elaborate. LOL.
[little red riding hood]
you said guys want girls 'cos of sex. well, i disagree with you. haha. anyways you probably think i'm the "bad-est" person ever lived 'cos i dumped you for elandra (or elena? uh-oh). but i'm actually a very nice person. lol.
note:
anyone knows how to post up videos? i video-ed some interesting stuff during the camp and hope to post it up. c'mon - teach me if you want to watch it. heehee. by the way, i do know how to put it up to my template. but i just can't find the right web to support the videos. thank you. :)
_hearts are often broken by words left unspoken_
Sunday, January 30, 2005
sucks
[Mood: Bad]
i'm not expecting anything from anyone anymore. it's only making my life miserable. maybe feeling insecure is part of everyone's life.
after hearing what ms fern said to my class, i guess i shouldn't expect having buddies after i graduate. yea, true that friends come and go. but... scj2?
my day sucks. and i have nothing more to say.
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."
_fear of losing even before it has even started_
i'm not expecting anything from anyone anymore. it's only making my life miserable. maybe feeling insecure is part of everyone's life.
after hearing what ms fern said to my class, i guess i shouldn't expect having buddies after i graduate. yea, true that friends come and go. but... scj2?
my day sucks. and i have nothing more to say.
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."
_fear of losing even before it has even started_
300105 Sunday
[Mood: Fine]
here is a note for anonoymous / nameless people tagging on my board - from today onwards i won't entertain any of such messages unless i do think i know you. thank you.
went to church today. nothing special. stained my white turtle neck with coffee. boo. oh yea, my class adopted a phillipino kid, jaysan. he's rather young. 1997 kid if i'm not wrong. :)
280105-290105``________=]]]
had orientation camp. it was a friday when it started. and i'm assigned to be the group leader of group 3 which consists of davin, josh, ailin, huimin, boonsiew, liting, and the sec1s - jiali and wendy. yep, small group. and so much for being so enthu', no marks were added for those. BUT WE WON ANYWAY. haha. =P alrights back to day 1. practically we played games whole day, la. this is the interesting thing i want to note - we played 'murderer'. jer's the murdered one, and her "spirit" is talking to the players. davin's the husband, who's the murderer, the guy who requires the players to guess. and grace, the mistress (third wheel), the one who caused the husband to murder his wife. well, i'm the chef (the suspected one). during the game, i'm to hide myself up. jaz and i hid behind the air vent. and when those players passed it, we both scream and jumped up. look at their expressions (especially josh's) - it's DAMN funny. they were so shocked. some groups saw us standing there from afar and thought we're spirits and thus ran away screaming. rofl. it's fun. for all of us. :)
night's okay. two sec1s who are quarelling over who gets to sleep beside me. it's damn funny, lor. but in the end i went to sleep at one corner, la. need to get some peace to pen my journal and to read my mag. was sms-ing but fell asleep.
it's weird people can wake up at 5. and this is the SO-VERY-NOT-CONSIDERATE thing - they talked and laughed and ran across the room (the floorboard is wooden, and sound impacts' really terrible). doesn't wake me up till 6++. irritating people. can't they see people are still sleeping? the programmes for the rest of the day's just like any of you would expect - same camp games. nothing much to note. overall it's fun. i'll post the pictures up soon. catch them if you can! :D
[group 3 people]
yay. hope to see your 'enthu' spirits during practices (although that's usually the part that's boring. cheese). see you singers soon! mwah!*
[jer]
all thanks to your 'murderer' game. it made the camp all worthwhile.
[ms tay]
seriously i don't understand your 'chimology' computer terms. lol. but i'll try to get the pictures out for you. :)
[i-love-egg family]
corrine suggested we all go out to celebrate cny. i'm not sure if i can make it (probably not due to my very tight schedule). but anyways, we'll all see to it okay?
[josh]
okay. we understand you're trying to be a flying turkey. don't have to elaborate. LOL.
note:
anyone knows how to post up videos? i video-ed some interesting stuff during the camp and hope to post it up. c'mon - teach me if you want to watch it. heehee. by the way, i do know how to put it up to my template. but i can't find the right web to support the videos. thank you. :)
_hearts are often broken by words left unspoken_
here is a note for anonoymous / nameless people tagging on my board - from today onwards i won't entertain any of such messages unless i do think i know you. thank you.
went to church today. nothing special. stained my white turtle neck with coffee. boo. oh yea, my class adopted a phillipino kid, jaysan. he's rather young. 1997 kid if i'm not wrong. :)
280105-290105``________=]]]
had orientation camp. it was a friday when it started. and i'm assigned to be the group leader of group 3 which consists of davin, josh, ailin, huimin, boonsiew, liting, and the sec1s - jiali and wendy. yep, small group. and so much for being so enthu', no marks were added for those. BUT WE WON ANYWAY. haha. =P alrights back to day 1. practically we played games whole day, la. this is the interesting thing i want to note - we played 'murderer'. jer's the murdered one, and her "spirit" is talking to the players. davin's the husband, who's the murderer, the guy who requires the players to guess. and grace, the mistress (third wheel), the one who caused the husband to murder his wife. well, i'm the chef (the suspected one). during the game, i'm to hide myself up. jaz and i hid behind the air vent. and when those players passed it, we both scream and jumped up. look at their expressions (especially josh's) - it's DAMN funny. they were so shocked. some groups saw us standing there from afar and thought we're spirits and thus ran away screaming. rofl. it's fun. for all of us. :)
night's okay. two sec1s who are quarelling over who gets to sleep beside me. it's damn funny, lor. but in the end i went to sleep at one corner, la. need to get some peace to pen my journal and to read my mag. was sms-ing but fell asleep.
it's weird people can wake up at 5. and this is the SO-VERY-NOT-CONSIDERATE thing - they talked and laughed and ran across the room (the floorboard is wooden, and sound impacts' really terrible). doesn't wake me up till 6++. irritating people. can't they see people are still sleeping? the programmes for the rest of the day's just like any of you would expect - same camp games. nothing much to note. overall it's fun. i'll post the pictures up soon. catch them if you can! :D
[group 3 people]
yay. hope to see your 'enthu' spirits during practices (although that's usually the part that's boring. cheese). see you singers soon! mwah!*
[jer]
all thanks to your 'murderer' game. it made the camp all worthwhile.
[ms tay]
seriously i don't understand your 'chimology' computer terms. lol. but i'll try to get the pictures out for you. :)
[i-love-egg family]
corrine suggested we all go out to celebrate cny. i'm not sure if i can make it (probably not due to my very tight schedule). but anyways, we'll all see to it okay?
[josh]
okay. we understand you're trying to be a flying turkey. don't have to elaborate. LOL.
note:
anyone knows how to post up videos? i video-ed some interesting stuff during the camp and hope to post it up. c'mon - teach me if you want to watch it. heehee. by the way, i do know how to put it up to my template. but i can't find the right web to support the videos. thank you. :)
_hearts are often broken by words left unspoken_
290105 Saturday
[Mood: Tired and Starving]
orientation camp's over. it's fun. met cute sec1s. at night i thought i wasn't tired, but i fell asleep fast. haha. AND MY GROUP WON AGAIN. YOOHOOYOOHOO. of course - 'cos i'm there, MA. =X i shall talk about the camp some other time. i'm starrrrvvviinnngg. church youths coming to my house today. saw them at lot1 though. well, bro's out to fetch them here. feel like sleeping, but i know mummy will get really pissed about it. boo.
_when your heart's not in it_
orientation camp's over. it's fun. met cute sec1s. at night i thought i wasn't tired, but i fell asleep fast. haha. AND MY GROUP WON AGAIN. YOOHOOYOOHOO. of course - 'cos i'm there, MA. =X i shall talk about the camp some other time. i'm starrrrvvviinnngg. church youths coming to my house today. saw them at lot1 though. well, bro's out to fetch them here. feel like sleeping, but i know mummy will get really pissed about it. boo.
_when your heart's not in it_
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
240104 Monday
[Mood: Unknown]
you know, about the dyls thing. i've given more thought to it. i think i'll go just this once. but VERY VERY carefully. it won't last. so i guess it'll be fine. i'll be careful not to hurt myself.
230105``___________ :(
nothing much to note.
celebrated daddy's birthday.
ended up yelling and crying.
why is it always like that.
i'm scared.
240105_______~** =]]]]
mdm poh hates me. i don't care. :@
mdm juliana is making life in chemistry lesson tough for me!i am racist. she is too. she's always always treating the malays so much better than the chinese. and every fault she'll be pointing fingers at us. to her we're always wrong, always bad, always lousy. discrimination! boo. today during chem, she keeps picking on me and huiqi! it's like, "joanna, what's the answer? I CAN'T HEAR YOOOO!!!" for a couple of times. "HUIIQQIII!!! stop daydreaming!!!" arghs.
had choir today. sang chinese songs. after that we had a committee meeting. that meeting freaked me out. -_- the more they talked about 'ahem', the more interested i am to that topic. i'm definitely going to visit haunted houses. hehe. actually i badly wanted to scare the secondary ones. but i'm not allowed to. hmmm. maybe next time?
i can really feel how jer felt about the class-and-good-friend thing. today i felt that way too. maybe to her i'm unsignificant?
[jer]
haha. he definitely is... you know. you know how my predictions work right? it's almost always accurate. unless (note this word) he's not facing up to how he feel? :)
[sarah and cc]
sorry about this morning!
[keong]
rule number one - thou shall not bully joanna's dear. and thou shall keep this commandment till thou's days are up. =P
240105``* =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
. spirits and ghosts .
you know, about the dyls thing. i've given more thought to it. i think i'll go just this once. but VERY VERY carefully. it won't last. so i guess it'll be fine. i'll be careful not to hurt myself.
230105``___________ :(
nothing much to note.
celebrated daddy's birthday.
ended up yelling and crying.
why is it always like that.
i'm scared.
240105_______~** =]]]]
mdm poh hates me. i don't care. :@
mdm juliana is making life in chemistry lesson tough for me!
had choir today. sang chinese songs. after that we had a committee meeting. that meeting freaked me out. -_- the more they talked about 'ahem', the more interested i am to that topic. i'm definitely going to visit haunted houses. hehe. actually i badly wanted to scare the secondary ones. but i'm not allowed to. hmmm. maybe next time?
i can really feel how jer felt about the class-and-good-friend thing. today i felt that way too. maybe to her i'm unsignificant?
[jer]
haha. he definitely is... you know. you know how my predictions work right? it's almost always accurate. unless (note this word) he's not facing up to how he feel? :)
[sarah and cc]
sorry about this morning!
[keong]
rule number one - thou shall not bully joanna's dear. and thou shall keep this commandment till thou's days are up. =P
240105``* =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
. spirits and ghosts .
Sunday, January 23, 2005
boo to earth and all mankind
[Mood: Bored]
the wishing bag is still with me. behind my digital clock. i've wanted to give that to you since last year. and when i finally managed to find the right time to pass it to you, things went the wrong way. bleah. ridiculous. remember that tiny book i bought? some 'what are friends' for kinda book. a legitimate intellectual contribution. boring ass.
mummy, "tv tv tv. o level coming still tv. when you fail don't come to me and cry."
ya. and so i'm going to study. stupid year. in this whole education system i'm only interested in art and english. that's boring. boo to earth and all mankind.
1. wat r u wearing rite now?_ 'bear your heart' tee and shorts
2. What time did You wake up this morning?_at eight! impressed? :)
3. What did u do after you wake up?_ brush my teeth. wash my face. use the computer.
4. What do you think about yourself?_ dammit. i'm so cute. haha.
5. Who do you seek for help/advice when you are sad/in trouble?_ my buddies. God.
6. Are you listening to any songs now? if yes tell alittle about the lyrics._nope. but i can hear my mum nag.
7. Do you get angry easily?_ nope. but sometimes i do. who doesn't? :)
8. Do you ever lie? To who?_ yea obviously. human.
9. Do you like to tease people?_ nope.
10. What irritates you the most?_ my dad's huge collection of birds.
11. Does the things you predict always happens?_ yea!
12. Are you good in drawing?_ yep. and i'm proud of it. :D
13. Do you ever sleep when a teacher is teaching?_ nope. but sometimes i do fall asleep...
14. Do you like baby/ lil kids?_ yep. but not irritating ones.
15. When is the last time you went to the hospital?_ can't recall.
16. What do you think about the story Romeo andJuliet?_ bravo. :D
17. Do u pray before you went to sleep? About what?_ yea. about stuff.
18. Do you give money to the beggar on thestreets?_ nope. in like 30seconds' time one big group of beggars will be crowding around me.
19. what do you hope for?_ to influence somebody's life.
20. Do you talk in your dreams?_ i don't think so. but my brother say i do. haha.
21. What is your longest time on the phone?_ 6 hours.
. monkey brains .
the wishing bag is still with me. behind my digital clock. i've wanted to give that to you since last year. and when i finally managed to find the right time to pass it to you, things went the wrong way. bleah. ridiculous. remember that tiny book i bought? some 'what are friends' for kinda book. a legitimate intellectual contribution. boring ass.
mummy, "tv tv tv. o level coming still tv. when you fail don't come to me and cry."
ya. and so i'm going to study. stupid year. in this whole education system i'm only interested in art and english. that's boring. boo to earth and all mankind.
1. wat r u wearing rite now?_ 'bear your heart' tee and shorts
2. What time did You wake up this morning?_at eight! impressed? :)
3. What did u do after you wake up?_ brush my teeth. wash my face. use the computer.
4. What do you think about yourself?_ dammit. i'm so cute. haha.
5. Who do you seek for help/advice when you are sad/in trouble?_ my buddies. God.
6. Are you listening to any songs now? if yes tell alittle about the lyrics._nope. but i can hear my mum nag.
7. Do you get angry easily?_ nope. but sometimes i do. who doesn't? :)
8. Do you ever lie? To who?_ yea obviously. human.
9. Do you like to tease people?_ nope.
10. What irritates you the most?_ my dad's huge collection of birds.
11. Does the things you predict always happens?_ yea!
12. Are you good in drawing?_ yep. and i'm proud of it. :D
13. Do you ever sleep when a teacher is teaching?_ nope. but sometimes i do fall asleep...
14. Do you like baby/ lil kids?_ yep. but not irritating ones.
15. When is the last time you went to the hospital?_ can't recall.
16. What do you think about the story Romeo andJuliet?_ bravo. :D
17. Do u pray before you went to sleep? About what?_ yea. about stuff.
18. Do you give money to the beggar on thestreets?_ nope. in like 30seconds' time one big group of beggars will be crowding around me.
19. what do you hope for?_ to influence somebody's life.
20. Do you talk in your dreams?_ i don't think so. but my brother say i do. haha.
21. What is your longest time on the phone?_ 6 hours.
. monkey brains .
220105 Saturday
[Mood: Chirpy]
thought today's sunday. arghs. stupid me. woke up at 8plus. can you frigging hell belief it? haha. it's almost impossible to make me wake up at such a time. hehe.
you know, actually b sounds alot like the old joanna. the hypocrite. the deceiver. the witch. i've been more of a bitch than b is. remembering year 2003. i was just a 14 year old schoolgirl with huge glasses, stupid hairstyle (it still is today), and a very ugly bag. i was a big. erm, giant bitch. i knew it myself i hated girls 'cos they gossip. alot. but still, i bitched. i'm not guilty about bitching then. it was like a habit. the 2/7 girls would crowd around the canteen table spying human.
yep. i've forgiven b. but still, it concerns me, and i will still look into the matter. very carefully. this sure is a good start of a very bad ending. hummpphh.
this morning after i cleared the crap on my table, i heard this loud 'hello' from downstairs. i looked down, and it's this young indian boy. guess he's around 8 or something. he waved to me. i waved back. and then he screamed. (i was like, huh? what's that supposed to mean? question mark plastered all over my face.) such a spoof. LOL.
was supposed to do research for my 'snow' project. started off with this topic 'purity'. but i keep sidetracking! i ended up looking for art membership. crap. the net's full of bullshit. it's like i look up for 'purity' in yahoo gallery and they gave me pictures of demons. and you know what's the topic title for the pictures? [the guardian of purity] what the? looks more like [the guardian of hell]. anyways, i've printed out my research work. wasted 6 sheets of paper. whatever, la. lol. i demand mdm faz to give me extra marks for that. haha.
. love is a decision not a feeling .
thought today's sunday. arghs. stupid me. woke up at 8plus. can you frigging hell belief it? haha. it's almost impossible to make me wake up at such a time. hehe.
you know, actually b sounds alot like the old joanna. the hypocrite. the deceiver. the witch. i've been more of a bitch than b is. remembering year 2003. i was just a 14 year old schoolgirl with huge glasses, stupid hairstyle (it still is today), and a very ugly bag. i was a big. erm, giant bitch. i knew it myself i hated girls 'cos they gossip. alot. but still, i bitched. i'm not guilty about bitching then. it was like a habit. the 2/7 girls would crowd around the canteen table spying human.
yep. i've forgiven b. but still, it concerns me, and i will still look into the matter. very carefully. this sure is a good start of a very bad ending. hummpphh.
this morning after i cleared the crap on my table, i heard this loud 'hello' from downstairs. i looked down, and it's this young indian boy. guess he's around 8 or something. he waved to me. i waved back. and then he screamed. (i was like, huh? what's that supposed to mean? question mark plastered all over my face.) such a spoof. LOL.
was supposed to do research for my 'snow' project. started off with this topic 'purity'. but i keep sidetracking! i ended up looking for art membership. crap. the net's full of bullshit. it's like i look up for 'purity' in yahoo gallery and they gave me pictures of demons. and you know what's the topic title for the pictures? [the guardian of purity] what the? looks more like [the guardian of hell]. anyways, i've printed out my research work. wasted 6 sheets of paper. whatever, la. lol. i demand mdm faz to give me extra marks for that. haha.
. love is a decision not a feeling .
Saturday, January 22, 2005
210105 Friday
[Mood: Bad]
donttalktome. liar.
i HATE feeling lousy. especially when you don't want to pull other people's moods down.why am i smiling when i'm feeling bad? why am i still being friendly to the one that made me upset? why didn't i block the b in msn? why do i still SMILE to the b? what came to me to even say HI? this is stupid. I AM AN ASSHOLE.
[jer]
all the best! hehe. zips* :)
[cas]
i know now you're SO SO SO crazy over. you know. but just relax okay? and ya, you have your own handphone, HOR.
[ber]
thanks for returning me that ss paper. but i think i lost it. again. T_T
[the b]
i know what is going on already. you don't have to act anymore. cut the crap.
[family tree]
it's been quite some time since we all hang out right? let's go out sometime. after church maybe? :P
[elf]
go eat dog's poo. moo. :P
[sarah]
i miss yoooooooo ! ! ! remember the promise we made the other day after iscream at mac's? chuckles*
[mayne]
ya. i know he's gay. don't get so excited. LOL.
[anonymous]
you're in my handphone. haha.
[cc]
glad you like that 'egg'. see ya monday morning!
[jj]
pokes* haha. yet to find out where's that spot. >.<
[manda]
remember mdm faz's advice for my 'snow' project to capture shots of ice at snow city? i have discount vouchers entitled for 4 people. dateline for the vouchers' 24th march. if you're still wondering what i'm trying to tell you, yep, i'm dating you out. but you still gotta help me with the project! i donch care. pouts*
. lesson learnt in 2004 - do not cry .
donttalktome. liar.
i HATE feeling lousy. especially when you don't want to pull other people's moods down.
[jer]
all the best! hehe. zips* :)
[cas]
i know now you're SO SO SO crazy over. you know. but just relax okay? and ya, you have your own handphone, HOR.
[ber]
thanks for returning me that ss paper. but i think i lost it. again. T_T
[the b]
i know what is going on already. you don't have to act anymore. cut the crap.
[family tree]
it's been quite some time since we all hang out right? let's go out sometime. after church maybe? :P
[elf]
go eat dog's poo. moo. :P
[sarah]
i miss yoooooooo ! ! ! remember the promise we made the other day after iscream at mac's? chuckles*
[mayne]
ya. i know he's gay. don't get so excited. LOL.
[anonymous]
you're in my handphone. haha.
[cc]
glad you like that 'egg'. see ya monday morning!
[jj]
pokes* haha. yet to find out where's that spot. >.<
[manda]
remember mdm faz's advice for my 'snow' project to capture shots of ice at snow city? i have discount vouchers entitled for 4 people. dateline for the vouchers' 24th march. if you're still wondering what i'm trying to tell you, yep, i'm dating you out. but you still gotta help me with the project! i donch care. pouts*
. lesson learnt in 2004 - do not cry .
Friday, January 21, 2005
FUNNY SIA
haha! i can't stop blogging. this is a really funny email i've received.
Lee Sum Wan: Hello can i speak to Annie Wan
Mr Sori: Yes u could speak to me.
Lee Sum Wan: No, i want to speak to Annie Wan!
Mr Sori: You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Lee Sum Wan: I'm Sum Wan. And i need to talk to Annie Wan! Its urgent.
Mr Sori: I know u are someone and u want to talk to anyone! But whats this urgent matter about?
Lee Sum Wan: Well just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother,Noe Wan was involved in an accident. Noe Wan got injured and now Noe Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now Avery Wan is going to the hospital.
Mr Sori: Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital from the accident that isnt an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but i dont have time for this!!!
Lee Sum Wan: You are rude. Who are you?
Mr Sori: I'm Sori.
Lee Sum Wan: You should be sorry. Now give me your name!
Lee Sum Wan: Hello can i speak to Annie Wan
Mr Sori: Yes u could speak to me.
Lee Sum Wan: No, i want to speak to Annie Wan!
Mr Sori: You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Lee Sum Wan: I'm Sum Wan. And i need to talk to Annie Wan! Its urgent.
Mr Sori: I know u are someone and u want to talk to anyone! But whats this urgent matter about?
Lee Sum Wan: Well just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother,Noe Wan was involved in an accident. Noe Wan got injured and now Noe Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now Avery Wan is going to the hospital.
Mr Sori: Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital from the accident that isnt an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but i dont have time for this!!!
Lee Sum Wan: You are rude. Who are you?
Mr Sori: I'm Sori.
Lee Sum Wan: You should be sorry. Now give me your name!
birthday treats
whoa. i have so many stuff to get and to treat myself with before i seriously start working on my schoolwork. chuckles*
1. scented candles.
2. bath salts.
3. movies. lots of them.
4. roses! aww. love them. (sounds like i'm a self obsessed b.)
5. whole day of art. hehe.
6. whole day of tv.
7. trip to night safari.
8. a much larger black pencil case.
9. cow plushies.
10. just a simple swim.
went online and saw this. was kinda bored so i...
1.wld you rather skip sch than go to sch.??_ skip school.
2.wld you rather be early than late for sch.??_ late.
3.wld you rather stand outside the clz than having detention for nt doing your hmwrk._ detention's better actually.
4.wld you rather sleep than dream in clz.??_ dream.
5.wld you rather be lectured than being punished by the teacher whom u hate?_ shut both ears*
6.wld you rather be a girl than a boy.??_ girl. guys are not pretty. haha.
7.wld you rather be short than tall.??_ tall.
8.wld you rather woo someone than be wooed by tat person.??_ to be wooed.
9.wld you rather be rich than poor.??_ don't be stupid.
10.wld you rather be an animal than human.??_ next!!!
11.wld you rather be bullied than bully someone_ to bully and be bullied in return.
12.wld you rather die than to eat some creepy yucky stuffs._ sounds like extreme gourmet. :D
13.wld you rather have wings than without wings._ haha. you want to be a chicken? pokpokpok.
14.wld you rather kill yourself than to sit beside potato._ question mark?
15.wld you rather be a apple than a cherry._ neither. in any ways we still end up in human's tummy.
16.wld you rather be fair than tan.??_ tan.
17.wld you rather jump than to fly._ no more ideas on what to ask already? haha. =P
18.wld you rather eat than drink?_ eat. i'm a food junkie.
18.wld you rather listen to a song than to sing a song._ sing.
20.wld you rather be hurt by ppl than to hurt ppl.??_ to be hurt.
21.wld you rather do this quiz than to do nth._ i'd rather do this. haha. doing this is equivalent to answering nothing. this quiz is stupid.
22.wld you rather say byebye than to say i miss u._ go and die.
1. scented candles.
2. bath salts.
3. movies. lots of them.
4. roses! aww. love them. (sounds like i'm a self obsessed b.)
5. whole day of art. hehe.
6. whole day of tv.
7. trip to night safari.
8. a much larger black pencil case.
9. cow plushies.
10. just a simple swim.
went online and saw this. was kinda bored so i...
1.wld you rather skip sch than go to sch.??_ skip school.
2.wld you rather be early than late for sch.??_ late.
3.wld you rather stand outside the clz than having detention for nt doing your hmwrk._ detention's better actually.
4.wld you rather sleep than dream in clz.??_ dream.
5.wld you rather be lectured than being punished by the teacher whom u hate?_ shut both ears*
6.wld you rather be a girl than a boy.??_ girl. guys are not pretty. haha.
7.wld you rather be short than tall.??_ tall.
8.wld you rather woo someone than be wooed by tat person.??_ to be wooed.
9.wld you rather be rich than poor.??_ don't be stupid.
10.wld you rather be an animal than human.??_ next!!!
11.wld you rather be bullied than bully someone_ to bully and be bullied in return.
12.wld you rather die than to eat some creepy yucky stuffs._ sounds like extreme gourmet. :D
13.wld you rather have wings than without wings._ haha. you want to be a chicken? pokpokpok.
14.wld you rather kill yourself than to sit beside potato._ question mark?
15.wld you rather be a apple than a cherry._ neither. in any ways we still end up in human's tummy.
16.wld you rather be fair than tan.??_ tan.
17.wld you rather jump than to fly._ no more ideas on what to ask already? haha. =P
18.wld you rather eat than drink?_ eat. i'm a food junkie.
18.wld you rather listen to a song than to sing a song._ sing.
20.wld you rather be hurt by ppl than to hurt ppl.??_ to be hurt.
21.wld you rather do this quiz than to do nth._ i'd rather do this. haha. doing this is equivalent to answering nothing. this quiz is stupid.
22.wld you rather say byebye than to say i miss u._ go and die.
200105 Thursday
[Mood: Fine]
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING HOR.
=X
today's really hot. and i'm perspiring like mad. anyways, about that thing ms tay advised me about, the truth sort of came to light already (to me only, that is). i finally know the truth. i'm glad i didn't put all my heart and effort into it. ass human, are you sure it's ME who is the cheater here or is it YOU. ask yourself that. don't push the blame to me, you pretentious b. so now you know why i'm not smiling at you?
i'm learning to forgive and forget. but not now. scj2's one of the most important stuff in my life. if we were ruined because of YOU, you better watch out.
don't worry about me. i won't let such stuff affect my mood. my day's fine and boring as usual. nothing to note about except this - ms fern put me for work attachment in SIA. wee! hmmm. went home right after school today. wanna concentrate on my chinese and chemistry. boo. no school tomorrow! so i may be going for the committee retreat. hehe.
. letting go of something you are working for for the one you cherish most is abosolutely worth it. so do not worry - for i will not take it away from you .
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING HOR.
=X
today's really hot. and i'm perspiring like mad. anyways, about that thing ms tay advised me about, the truth sort of came to light already (to me only, that is). i finally know the truth. i'm glad i didn't put all my heart and effort into it. ass human, are you sure it's ME who is the cheater here or is it YOU. ask yourself that. don't push the blame to me, you pretentious b. so now you know why i'm not smiling at you?
i'm learning to forgive and forget. but not now. scj2's one of the most important stuff in my life. if we were ruined because of YOU, you better watch out.
don't worry about me. i won't let such stuff affect my mood. my day's fine and boring as usual. nothing to note about except this - ms fern put me for work attachment in SIA. wee! hmmm. went home right after school today. wanna concentrate on my chinese and chemistry. boo. no school tomorrow! so i may be going for the committee retreat. hehe.
. letting go of something you are working for for the one you cherish most is abosolutely worth it. so do not worry - for i will not take it away from you .
Thursday, January 20, 2005
190105 Wednesday
[Mood: Totally Happy]
i've made up my mind. after hearing those stuff, i've decided. really. i'm not going to heed anybody's advice for the time being. i'm just going to give my shot. or else stuff will always be ending up like the rest. it's horrid okay.
school's good today. i shan't talk about what happened during the school time slot. after school mdm faz brought my class to singapore arts museum. wee! it was fun okay. my first time there. saw this really cute guy from some secondary school (can't recall). not really interested though. the interesting stuff's the art work. the drawings were like WHOA! it's incredible! melts* manda and i were trying to figure out how to paint those 'running water'. i'm so jealous! haha. after 'touring' the museum, we took pictures with the black adam and eve sculpture. it was so downright censored. but we don't really care 'la'. ha. the trip back to school was kinda boring. most of my friends fell asleep. huiqi talked to me though.
this is the stupid part. i went for CHOIR. people say i'm m.a.d. it's like, i have an excuse not to go but why am i going? i just feel guilty for not going. especially when i'm the sl. double boo. but i didn't sing and stuff. after putting my bag down, i "went to the restroom" for like, so long till choir practice ended. =X i didn't go to the toilet though. talked to the new sec1 members instead.
went home with pris after that. what a nice day!
. moo .
i've made up my mind. after hearing those stuff, i've decided. really. i'm not going to heed anybody's advice for the time being. i'm just going to give my shot. or else stuff will always be ending up like the rest. it's horrid okay.
school's good today. i shan't talk about what happened during the school time slot. after school mdm faz brought my class to singapore arts museum. wee! it was fun okay. my first time there. saw this really cute guy from some secondary school (can't recall). not really interested though. the interesting stuff's the art work. the drawings were like WHOA! it's incredible! melts* manda and i were trying to figure out how to paint those 'running water'. i'm so jealous! haha. after 'touring' the museum, we took pictures with the black adam and eve sculpture. it was so downright censored. but we don't really care 'la'. ha. the trip back to school was kinda boring. most of my friends fell asleep. huiqi talked to me though.
this is the stupid part. i went for CHOIR. people say i'm m.a.d. it's like, i have an excuse not to go but why am i going? i just feel guilty for not going. especially when i'm the sl. double boo. but i didn't sing and stuff. after putting my bag down, i "went to the restroom" for like, so long till choir practice ended. =X i didn't go to the toilet though. talked to the new sec1 members instead.
went home with pris after that. what a nice day!
. moo .
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
MY BIRTHDAY !
WEI
MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE ! ! !
*HINT HINT HINT*
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
DON'T FORGET OKAY ! ! !
22 FEBRUARY. HOHO !
=x
MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE ! ! !
*HINT HINT HINT*
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
DON'T FORGET OKAY ! ! !
22 FEBRUARY. HOHO !
=x
180105 Tuesday
[Mood: Upset]
the more i look into it, the more i think this is just something temporary. i actually know what was going on.
points to myself* you can't tell what's inside the bottle by looking at the bottle itself. by challenging myself between the packaging of the bottle and the words of wiser people, i come to realise i was so wrong about whatever i was thinking of. dyls' really right. hmmm. now what i'm really looking forward to is the truth.
as for the previous case, after many trials, i guess i would have to accept the fate. i'll just hang the tag 'cheater' on my neck till they understand what's really going on then i'll take it down.
anyways, today's a nice day. went to school with buddy sarah. national anthem was sung by yuwei. it's obvious she's nervous. well, i totally know how you feel. chuckles* although it's a nice day, it's a useless one. it's like i have straight 5 periods free - the teachers are not here, thus we didn't have geography test today. well at least chemistry's mdm juliana was here. gee. she's like rushing through the chapter (that's not a good sign - it's the beginning of horrible tests).
after school i had lunch with huiqi and sarah. then sarah and i went to lot1 to buy school shoes. but i didn't get myself any. they're not exactly the type i'm actually looking for. but i bought shoelaces - pink, blue, and neon pink. hehe. after that we had ice cream. yummy.
reached home early. revised my chemistry. oh ya, i really really hate it when my friends say 'qi ji wor' (translation: miracle wor) when i tell them i'll be studying and stuff. it's like, old news? besides, they can say the same 'miracle' thing a few times in like, a week? doh. alrights, back to the point. after chemistry i helped joshua (my younger brother) to draw for his art folio. he wanted this weird orange mushroom (the monster from the game maple story) as his main picture. that monster's totally cute okay. haha. and so right now i'm blogging. feeling restless. boo.
. the picture will slowly reveal .
the more i look into it, the more i think this is just something temporary. i actually know what was going on.
points to myself* you can't tell what's inside the bottle by looking at the bottle itself. by challenging myself between the packaging of the bottle and the words of wiser people, i come to realise i was so wrong about whatever i was thinking of. dyls' really right. hmmm. now what i'm really looking forward to is the truth.
as for the previous case, after many trials, i guess i would have to accept the fate. i'll just hang the tag 'cheater' on my neck till they understand what's really going on then i'll take it down.
anyways, today's a nice day. went to school with buddy sarah. national anthem was sung by yuwei. it's obvious she's nervous. well, i totally know how you feel. chuckles* although it's a nice day, it's a useless one. it's like i have straight 5 periods free - the teachers are not here, thus we didn't have geography test today. well at least chemistry's mdm juliana was here. gee. she's like rushing through the chapter (that's not a good sign - it's the beginning of horrible tests).
after school i had lunch with huiqi and sarah. then sarah and i went to lot1 to buy school shoes. but i didn't get myself any. they're not exactly the type i'm actually looking for. but i bought shoelaces - pink, blue, and neon pink. hehe. after that we had ice cream. yummy.
reached home early. revised my chemistry. oh ya, i really really hate it when my friends say 'qi ji wor' (translation: miracle wor) when i tell them i'll be studying and stuff. it's like, old news? besides, they can say the same 'miracle' thing a few times in like, a week? doh. alrights, back to the point. after chemistry i helped joshua (my younger brother) to draw for his art folio. he wanted this weird orange mushroom (the monster from the game maple story) as his main picture. that monster's totally cute okay. haha. and so right now i'm blogging. feeling restless. boo.
. the picture will slowly reveal .
Sunday, January 16, 2005
150105 Saturday
[Mood: Bored]
hmmm. i totally understand how an accused one would feel. i am one such example. i shan't elaborate on what happened. i guess ms tay's right about 'that issue'. maybe if i listen to her advice such feelings won't be felt. as for the other one, i really don't know what would happen next. will it turn out like the rest? sigh. i shouldn't go according to what i think, 'cos i know that's a big no-no. i'm a christian, and what dyls said made me think twice about my decision. i guess it isn't my time yet.
140105_____________`` =]
school's boring. as usual. and there's nothing much to note. went to lot1 with my buddy sarah to watch meet the fockers. but the show only starts at 5plus. cinemas stinks. they always put the nice shows at night so they could earn more money. but those were the odd time slots. dammit. anyways, met up manda and esther in a few mins' time. went to watch [chucky] instead. that show was GROSS okay. but it's damn funny. after that the four of us went to take our neoprints. and there's this one with the blue background. it's so nice! we were like hugging each other and stuff. met jer and her bio classmates at lot1. this isn't meant to be offensive okay. but they look so good together 'cos of their height. it's like, so compatible and stuff. the four of us then went to get our ice creams. yummy. after licking up our cones, sarah and i went to buy her p.e tee. and then we went to pick shirleen up. oh my. she was even cuter than before! she's so chubby! oh my. i want to faint. adding to that, she was sulking up my sleeves, looking at me with those BIG GOOGOO eyes (oh no. i'm short of vocabulary words.) and pleading me to go to her house. aww. she seriously melts me. if her parents are not home, i'd definitely go in and play snoopy with her. haha. i don't care! every friday i'll fetch her from school. hehe. sarah, i'm snatching your sister away from you. friday's like the bestest day so far this year. had lots of fun with sarah manda and ster. it has been such a long time since i went out with sarah. miss her!
today``_______* =[[[[
ever since i woke up today, i haven't seen my elder brother jeremy. he went to some dragon boat thingy at ngee ann poly. had piano lesson at 3. was scolded 'cos i didn't practice my piano and was totally lousy. nothing much to take note of. nothing worth remembering about.
. will anyone rock me to sleep .
hmmm. i totally understand how an accused one would feel. i am one such example. i shan't elaborate on what happened. i guess ms tay's right about 'that issue'. maybe if i listen to her advice such feelings won't be felt. as for the other one, i really don't know what would happen next. will it turn out like the rest? sigh. i shouldn't go according to what i think, 'cos i know that's a big no-no. i'm a christian, and what dyls said made me think twice about my decision. i guess it isn't my time yet.
140105_____________`` =]
school's boring. as usual. and there's nothing much to note. went to lot1 with my buddy sarah to watch meet the fockers. but the show only starts at 5plus. cinemas stinks. they always put the nice shows at night so they could earn more money. but those were the odd time slots. dammit. anyways, met up manda and esther in a few mins' time. went to watch [chucky] instead. that show was GROSS okay. but it's damn funny. after that the four of us went to take our neoprints. and there's this one with the blue background. it's so nice! we were like hugging each other and stuff. met jer and her bio classmates at lot1. this isn't meant to be offensive okay. but they look so good together 'cos of their height. it's like, so compatible and stuff. the four of us then went to get our ice creams. yummy. after licking up our cones, sarah and i went to buy her p.e tee. and then we went to pick shirleen up. oh my. she was even cuter than before! she's so chubby! oh my. i want to faint. adding to that, she was sulking up my sleeves, looking at me with those BIG GOOGOO eyes (oh no. i'm short of vocabulary words.) and pleading me to go to her house. aww. she seriously melts me. if her parents are not home, i'd definitely go in and play snoopy with her. haha. i don't care! every friday i'll fetch her from school. hehe. sarah, i'm snatching your sister away from you. friday's like the bestest day so far this year. had lots of fun with sarah manda and ster. it has been such a long time since i went out with sarah. miss her!
today``_______* =[[[[
ever since i woke up today, i haven't seen my elder brother jeremy. he went to some dragon boat thingy at ngee ann poly. had piano lesson at 3. was scolded 'cos i didn't practice my piano and was totally lousy. nothing much to take note of. nothing worth remembering about.
. will anyone rock me to sleep .
Friday, January 14, 2005
130105 Thursday
[Mood: Stressed]
after mdm fauzilah's talk, i understood lots of stuff. i finally felt stressed. everyone's like, joanna you're being so freaky today. yea, i know. life's like the wheel. turning turning turning. and the world's just the centre, the heart of the wheel. people start to do things they have never done before. i can feel i was going towards an end of something, and going to the start of something new.
did you ever talk to God above? tell Him that you need a friend to love. pray in Jesus' name believing that God answers prayers. have you told Him all your cares and woes? every tiny little fear He knows. you can know He'll always hear and He will answer prayer.
you can whisper in a crowd to Him. you can cry when you're alone to Him. you don't have to pray out loud to Him, He knows your thought. on a lofty mountain peak He's there. in a meadow by a stream He's there. anywhere on earth you go, He's been there from the start.
. i have always loved you scj2 .
after mdm fauzilah's talk, i understood lots of stuff. i finally felt stressed. everyone's like, joanna you're being so freaky today. yea, i know. life's like the wheel. turning turning turning. and the world's just the centre, the heart of the wheel. people start to do things they have never done before. i can feel i was going towards an end of something, and going to the start of something new.
did you ever talk to God above? tell Him that you need a friend to love. pray in Jesus' name believing that God answers prayers. have you told Him all your cares and woes? every tiny little fear He knows. you can know He'll always hear and He will answer prayer.
you can whisper in a crowd to Him. you can cry when you're alone to Him. you don't have to pray out loud to Him, He knows your thought. on a lofty mountain peak He's there. in a meadow by a stream He's there. anywhere on earth you go, He's been there from the start.
. i have always loved you scj2 .
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
110105 Tuesday
[Mood: Bored]
090105``_________ =]
went to church. had the [back to school] activities. everyone wore school stuff on themselves. seriously i don't really like it. but it's okay. really. :) my class' full of nygh people! gosh. they must be crazy.
had service after that. the pastor talked about christian's attitude and stuff. feel so guilty.
100105**_______________ =]]]
stupid. had school. don't feel like going. but went anyway. it's xueting's turn to do that darn thing. ms tay complimented her. yippee! but manda still say everyone sounded like mdm tan. doh.
110105 ^-^v
that's today. pris did that thing. jer said she improved. anyways, a new girl came into my class. she was like, sick for a year, and thus she have to retake sec4. her name's joyce. a very pretty and sweet girl. she likes that kind of pink i like. haha. =X geography's boring! it's like, ms kua didn't even finish teaching and ask us to start giving out the answers. boo to her! as for english, ms fern gave us those compre passage to do. b.o.r.i.n.g. recess' even worser. everyone's so weird. i'm not myself, desperately trying to act like i'm oh-so-joanna. after that i have chemistry. mdm juliana didn't turn up. she's ill i guess. again. had math test after that. didn't have time to complete 4 questions. but the paper's quite okay. arghs. i'll try harder next time.
went home early today. there's tution. but in the end, they called to postpone it. double boo! they should've said earlier, then i'd have time to go jp with jer to get a new pencil case.
actually i'm supposed to study now. but kinda bored after quite a while. so came to blog. well, i'm going back to study chinese now. ciao.
I LOOOOVVEEE SINGLISH !
SINGLISH'S ORIGINAL !
THUS IT ROCKS !
. singaporean .
090105``_________ =]
went to church. had the [back to school] activities. everyone wore school stuff on themselves. seriously i don't really like it. but it's okay. really. :) my class' full of nygh people! gosh. they must be crazy.
had service after that. the pastor talked about christian's attitude and stuff. feel so guilty.
100105**_______________ =]]]
stupid. had school. don't feel like going. but went anyway. it's xueting's turn to do that darn thing. ms tay complimented her. yippee! but manda still say everyone sounded like mdm tan. doh.
110105 ^-^v
that's today. pris did that thing. jer said she improved. anyways, a new girl came into my class. she was like, sick for a year, and thus she have to retake sec4. her name's joyce. a very pretty and sweet girl. she likes that kind of pink i like. haha. =X geography's boring! it's like, ms kua didn't even finish teaching and ask us to start giving out the answers. boo to her! as for english, ms fern gave us those compre passage to do. b.o.r.i.n.g. recess' even worser. everyone's so weird. i'm not myself, desperately trying to act like i'm oh-so-joanna. after that i have chemistry. mdm juliana didn't turn up. she's ill i guess. again. had math test after that. didn't have time to complete 4 questions. but the paper's quite okay. arghs. i'll try harder next time.
went home early today. there's tution. but in the end, they called to postpone it. double boo! they should've said earlier, then i'd have time to go jp with jer to get a new pencil case.
actually i'm supposed to study now. but kinda bored after quite a while. so came to blog. well, i'm going back to study chinese now. ciao.
I LOOOOVVEEE SINGLISH !
SINGLISH'S ORIGINAL !
THUS IT ROCKS !
. singaporean .
Sunday, January 09, 2005
haha
i haven't been blogging that much in one day before. urps* or maybe i do, but long ago. i guess.
i can still remember all my previous tirades about how i'll never sucumb to the evils of scj^2-ing. i ranted about how much ihated having close friends 'cos the only thing they give you is unhappiness, temper, jealousy, and much hatred. guess i'll have to eat those words now. scj^2 doesn't seek attention. 'cos everyone loves them! and they're h.o.t! alrights. i shall stop my self-praising.
i feel like getting similar nail art for all of us. or maybe some simliar scented Total Bitch bath salts? awww. i sound so bimbotic & materialistic. i always do say that.
i can still remember all my previous tirades about how i'll never sucumb to the evils of scj^2-ing. i ranted about how much i
i feel like getting similar nail art for all of us. or maybe some simliar scented Total Bitch bath salts? awww. i sound so bimbotic & materialistic. i always do say that.
080105 Saturday 2
[Mood: Happy]
well. everyday's a new day, so i shall stop dreading on yesterday's stuff. i'm pretty sure i'm happy. and i've forgiven ms tay too. i guess. piano lesson just ended for me. i can play half of speed's song [alive]. yay. anyways, i wasn't sure what i'm happy about for today. maybe i'm looking forward to tonight when i buy that dress? 50% discount okay!
feel like meeting up with jer to buy that dress. but... sigh. that means 3/4 of my allowance's gone. nevermind. i'll 'earn' it back soon.
we once had a all-girls-discussion. we talked about 'love'. some say they won't love anymore after they break up with their current guy. some say they'll always need a guy or they'll feel insecure and lonely. some, like me, don't think it's the right time to find a guy. yet. some say they hate guys 'cos they keep cheating and will be a lesbian. forever. some say guys are domineering and pervertic creatures, created only to harm the girls.
well, this topic came up again yesterday. my friend broke up with his guy 'cos he's too over possesive. and we all learnt something - you DO NOT love a guy who love you before you love him.
tomorrow i'll be doing some stuff for church's [back to school] activity. i'm not exactly looking forward to it due to some reason. besides, i don't really like px. i've never looked forward to it. the only thing i go to church for is for its service at the century hall. is it true changes are always good?
. it is like forever .
well. everyday's a new day, so i shall stop dreading on yesterday's stuff. i'm pretty sure i'm happy. and i've forgiven ms tay too. i guess. piano lesson just ended for me. i can play half of speed's song [alive]. yay. anyways, i wasn't sure what i'm happy about for today. maybe i'm looking forward to tonight when i buy that dress? 50% discount okay!
feel like meeting up with jer to buy that dress. but... sigh. that means 3/4 of my allowance's gone. nevermind. i'll 'earn' it back soon.
we once had a all-girls-discussion. we talked about 'love'. some say they won't love anymore after they break up with their current guy. some say they'll always need a guy or they'll feel insecure and lonely. some, like me, don't think it's the right time to find a guy. yet. some say they hate guys 'cos they keep cheating and will be a lesbian. forever. some say guys are domineering and pervertic creatures, created only to harm the girls.
well, this topic came up again yesterday. my friend broke up with his guy 'cos he's too over possesive. and we all learnt something - you DO NOT love a guy who love you before you love him.
tomorrow i'll be doing some stuff for church's [back to school] activity. i'm not exactly looking forward to it due to some reason. besides, i don't really like px. i've never looked forward to it. the only thing i go to church for is for its service at the century hall. is it true changes are always good?
. it is like forever .
080105 Saturday
[Mood: Anything Bad]
yesterday was a disaster. everyone's in a foul mood, including me. i was having terrible moodswings, jer wasn't exactly happy since when i met her and was even more pissed during the orientation, pris was so stressed up with the orientation, which i find no need to be stressed over for. and everyone's so fished up, making me feel even worser. i was like, so so so agitated and insane, and keep throwing my temper on everyone. especially when we're doing something which was supposed to be fun but everyone's so strict and serious and stuff. i'll get so crazy and feel like slamming the door and tearing paper. why can't everyone just throw away their unhappiness just for the sake of others? human are selfish, including me. by the way, i'm sorry if i shouted or accused you. i don't mean to do that. i'm really really sorry, okay?
to those who know i cried yesterday, you must be thinking why i'm so upset. well, pris jer and i practiced so much for the orientation but we didn't get to sing. besides, miss tay said something really hurting, and i don't wish to tell you what she'd said. seeing how pissed jer looked, obviously i held back my tears. but my smiles don't last long though. many cried yesterday. all cos of HER. i don't mean to hate her. but maybe just for now. i'm learning to forget. anyways, she should learn to be more sensitive. it hurts - alot.
due to the very bad atmosphere, pris jer and i went off. jer and i then head to lot1 to shop, trying to cheer ourselves up. jer was a damn shopaholic man!
now i know why friends breakup so easily. they didn't get the facts right and jumped into conclusions.
[pris]
sorry i yelled at you yesterday.
[jer]
thanks for the company yesterday. cheered me up alot. cheer up too okay? :)
[xueting . shiqi . yunling]
cry no more darlings. smile okay?
[ms tay]
i'm sorry if i'm rude. you should learn to hold your tongue, and think before you speak. we are all human. we have feelings too, you know.
[buddy]
question mark. rumour? :)
[rgt choir]
i'm sorry i left halfway yesterday. it was really bad.
. no matter what i am still a girl .
yesterday was a disaster. everyone's in a foul mood, including me. i was having terrible moodswings, jer wasn't exactly happy since when i met her and was even more pissed during the orientation, pris was so stressed up with the orientation, which i find no need to be stressed over for. and everyone's so fished up, making me feel even worser. i was like, so so so agitated and insane, and keep throwing my temper on everyone. especially when we're doing something which was supposed to be fun but everyone's so strict and serious and stuff. i'll get so crazy and feel like slamming the door and tearing paper. why can't everyone just throw away their unhappiness just for the sake of others? human are selfish, including me. by the way, i'm sorry if i shouted or accused you. i don't mean to do that. i'm really really sorry, okay?
to those who know i cried yesterday, you must be thinking why i'm so upset. well, pris jer and i practiced so much for the orientation but we didn't get to sing. besides, miss tay said something really hurting, and i don't wish to tell you what she'd said. seeing how pissed jer looked, obviously i held back my tears. but my smiles don't last long though. many cried yesterday. all cos of HER. i don't mean to hate her. but maybe just for now. i'm learning to forget. anyways, she should learn to be more sensitive. it hurts - alot.
due to the very bad atmosphere, pris jer and i went off. jer and i then head to lot1 to shop, trying to cheer ourselves up. jer was a damn shopaholic man!
now i know why friends breakup so easily. they didn't get the facts right and jumped into conclusions.
[pris]
sorry i yelled at you yesterday.
[jer]
thanks for the company yesterday. cheered me up alot. cheer up too okay? :)
[xueting . shiqi . yunling]
cry no more darlings. smile okay?
[ms tay]
i'm sorry if i'm rude. you should learn to hold your tongue, and think before you speak. we are all human. we have feelings too, you know.
[buddy]
question mark. rumour? :)
[rgt choir]
i'm sorry i left halfway yesterday. it was really bad.
. no matter what i am still a girl .
Thursday, January 06, 2005
050104 Wednesday
[Mood: Stressed]
stressed with almost everything - 5. the seconday ones. 4. studies. 3. almost dying friendship. 2. mom and pop's control over my phone and cell usage. 1.'that darn thing'.
[sarah]
i'm really really happy we got closer again. hope it remains this way. love you babe. :D
[chamayne]
hey dear. i'm not pointing at you or whatever. but i hope you can notice jer more when you guys' in class. afterall she's still our buddy. right, dear? :)
[jerina]
i'm glad we're still very close. well small nana, try to cheer up - 'cos God loves you!
[you know who]
work hard, dude. hehe.
[belinda]
thanks for that "long rental" of your s.h.e cd. mwah!*
[germ. veron. xc. f elmo. alvin. stelly. corrine. yam. tingx. yisin]
i love you. you love me. we're a happy family. with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you. won't you say you love me too.
[pris. xueting]
we the bestest trios for 'that thing'! hooray. don't worry - one more week left.
[rgt choir]
you guys' the bestest bestest bestest crap company ever! love ya babes.
. as the cow jumps over the moon .
stressed with almost everything - 5. the seconday ones. 4. studies. 3. almost dying friendship. 2. mom and pop's control over my phone and cell usage. 1.'that darn thing'.
[sarah]
i'm really really happy we got closer again. hope it remains this way. love you babe. :D
[chamayne]
hey dear. i'm not pointing at you or whatever. but i hope you can notice jer more when you guys' in class. afterall she's still our buddy. right, dear? :)
[jerina]
i'm glad we're still very close. well small nana, try to cheer up - 'cos God loves you!
[you know who]
work hard, dude. hehe.
[belinda]
thanks for that "long rental" of your s.h.e cd. mwah!*
[germ. veron. xc. f elmo. alvin. stelly. corrine. yam. tingx. yisin]
i love you. you love me. we're a happy family. with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you. won't you say you love me too.
[pris. xueting]
we the bestest trios for 'that thing'! hooray. don't worry - one more week left.
[rgt choir]
you guys' the bestest bestest bestest crap company ever! love ya babes.
. as the cow jumps over the moon .
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
040105 Tuesday
[Mood: Nervous]
don't intend to blog actually. but since i wanted so much to type down the freaky stuff that happened recently, i came here. here goes my very scary story.
030104*`_______ =]
well well. first day of damn school. i was absolutely positively in the holiday mood and didn't even have the thought of going to school. but anyways, i went. doh. well, as usual, i had cramps - i always do when i woke up early in the morning. it was LIKE HELL okay. i wanted to stay at home for a little while till the pain cease but i'm late - i gotta meet up with pris and xueting for 'that thing'. yep. so i went anyway. i'm like, SO SO SO HAPPY to see my dears - hoho, mayne, and small nana. miss them LIKE HELL. anyways, there's good news - 'that thing' was cancelled due to rain and some problems. thank God.
hmmm. our form teacher changed - ms fern's the new one. yay. she don't destroy our pride like ms kua. yet. but anyways, i'm still glad ms kua was shooed off. :)
040104``__ =[
today's freaky. 'that thing' was on. alrights. as you've guessed, pris was nervous LIKE HELL, so were xueting and i (but we're not that bad. haha). when mr tan asked the school to rise for the national anthem, we were SO SO SO SCARED we thought we might get a nervous breakdown. the three of us then walked to the front. shaolong passed the mic to pris and mr tan gave us the que. the first attempt pris didn't manage to sing - she was shivering. but anyways, she finished singing the whole national anthem right into the mic. applause to pris for her courage. she's really great. :) you know, it's like everyone's talking about her voice - they say it sounded like mdm tan's. is it a compliment? i'll treat it as it is.
after school, i went up for practice with the band on this piece [la musica] for the sec ones. as expected, the band's awesome (yaya. like always). had meeting afterwards, and then pris, jer, grace(lim), and i practiced our seventeen pieces (for friday's sec one orientation). don't really like the practice though. between us the tension was rather 'piak'. we were like, "NO! this is NOT what i meant... why can't you just answer my question? ... this is MY part okay..." but anyways it's over. met up with ms tay afterwards. she led us into practice. saw many band members afterwards, and ms tay's like, come and see them sing! -_- our faces' gone.
WELL. good luck to me alrights? 'cos tomorrow's my turn for 'that thing'. sob! i'm REALLY REALLY nervous. hopefully tomorrow it will pour and i'll just need to sing through the p.a system - that would be SO much better. sigh.
. where is my mr right .
don't intend to blog actually. but since i wanted so much to type down the freaky stuff that happened recently, i came here. here goes my very scary story.
030104*`_______ =]
well well. first day of damn school. i was absolutely positively in the holiday mood and didn't even have the thought of going to school. but anyways, i went. doh. well, as usual, i had cramps - i always do when i woke up early in the morning. it was LIKE HELL okay. i wanted to stay at home for a little while till the pain cease but i'm late - i gotta meet up with pris and xueting for 'that thing'. yep. so i went anyway. i'm like, SO SO SO HAPPY to see my dears - hoho, mayne, and small nana. miss them LIKE HELL. anyways, there's good news - 'that thing' was cancelled due to rain and some problems. thank God.
hmmm. our form teacher changed - ms fern's the new one. yay. she don't destroy our pride like ms kua. yet. but anyways, i'm still glad ms kua was shooed off. :)
040104``__ =[
today's freaky. 'that thing' was on. alrights. as you've guessed, pris was nervous LIKE HELL, so were xueting and i (but we're not that bad. haha). when mr tan asked the school to rise for the national anthem, we were SO SO SO SCARED we thought we might get a nervous breakdown. the three of us then walked to the front. shaolong passed the mic to pris and mr tan gave us the que. the first attempt pris didn't manage to sing - she was shivering. but anyways, she finished singing the whole national anthem right into the mic. applause to pris for her courage. she's really great. :) you know, it's like everyone's talking about her voice - they say it sounded like mdm tan's. is it a compliment? i'll treat it as it is.
after school, i went up for practice with the band on this piece [la musica] for the sec ones. as expected, the band's awesome (yaya. like always). had meeting afterwards, and then pris, jer, grace(lim), and i practiced our seventeen pieces (for friday's sec one orientation). don't really like the practice though. between us the tension was rather 'piak'. we were like, "NO! this is NOT what i meant... why can't you just answer my question? ... this is MY part okay..." but anyways it's over. met up with ms tay afterwards. she led us into practice. saw many band members afterwards, and ms tay's like, come and see them sing! -_- our faces' gone.
WELL. good luck to me alrights? 'cos tomorrow's my turn for 'that thing'. sob! i'm REALLY REALLY nervous. hopefully tomorrow it will pour and i'll just need to sing through the p.a system - that would be SO much better. sigh.
. where is my mr right .
Monday, January 03, 2005
030104 Monday
[Mood: Tired]
311204``________*
yay. last day of 2004. it's not like i actually look forward to 2005. but i'm pretty happy 2004's ending. well, woke up, slacked, went to use the computer, chatted with the usual people. then i went to take a bath and went to take the mrt to meet up with ida and the rest of my church classmates. well, i reached bukit batok mrt at around 3.45 so i guess i'd probably be late when i reach city hall. i called mindy up to see if i can meet her beforehand at orchard's platform. after much discussion, i realized i'm such a fool - it's faster if i take the other route. so we cancelled off our orchard meet. how folly. well, i'm ONLY late for 5minutes. wee. come on - congrats me! :D
eileen, nanyang basketballer, RAN there and thus, of course, reached city hall first. followed by the nanyang swimmer, michelle. then of course, ME, the wonderful wonder-cow. though mindy live near city hall, she was late (as i've expected). after all of us met - me, ida, eileen, michelle, mindy, and the one and only mr guy isaac(lim). we went to catch a movie [ocean12]. let me warn you guys - it's totally boring (it's only nice towards the end of the show when mindy and i realise it's ending soon). after that we went to the foodcourt and DIDN'T eat tomyam (thank God). guess what we talked about? [consequences]. ya, it's like, doh.
went to east coast after that. mindy shouted "tsunami tsunami!" embarrasing man. the people there were like, question mark? anyways, the tide recently's rather high. it's quite unusual for singapore. oh yea, have i mentioned the weather nowadays' perfect? free aircon. :D
020105**____ =]
went to church, had meeting with my care group. then we went to fetch the sec1s up. wow. one big gang including stelly and my brother. after that we split into our classes - dong m.h will be our teacher, alongside with ida. it's pretty weird for him to like be in our class. i'm not trying to say i don't welcome him - it's just that my class is famous for speaking english and is somewhat anti-chinese; and today he told us to speak more chinese. must as well we go over to the english youth group?
(030105) school in a few hours' time. i'm still in the holiday mood. yawn. think i'll go to sleep now. ciao.
questions for myself
1. is it me?
2. can't be noticed?
3. why am i not crying?
. steadfast love of the Lord .
311204``________*
yay. last day of 2004. it's not like i actually look forward to 2005. but i'm pretty happy 2004's ending. well, woke up, slacked, went to use the computer, chatted with the usual people. then i went to take a bath and went to take the mrt to meet up with ida and the rest of my church classmates. well, i reached bukit batok mrt at around 3.45 so i guess i'd probably be late when i reach city hall. i called mindy up to see if i can meet her beforehand at orchard's platform. after much discussion, i realized i'm such a fool - it's faster if i take the other route. so we cancelled off our orchard meet. how folly. well, i'm ONLY late for 5minutes. wee. come on - congrats me! :D
eileen, nanyang basketballer, RAN there and thus, of course, reached city hall first. followed by the nanyang swimmer, michelle. then of course, ME, the wonderful wonder-cow. though mindy live near city hall, she was late (as i've expected). after all of us met - me, ida, eileen, michelle, mindy, and the one and only mr guy isaac(lim). we went to catch a movie [ocean12]. let me warn you guys - it's totally boring (it's only nice towards the end of the show when mindy and i realise it's ending soon). after that we went to the foodcourt and DIDN'T eat tomyam (thank God). guess what we talked about? [consequences]. ya, it's like, doh.
went to east coast after that. mindy shouted "tsunami tsunami!" embarrasing man. the people there were like, question mark? anyways, the tide recently's rather high. it's quite unusual for singapore. oh yea, have i mentioned the weather nowadays' perfect? free aircon. :D
020105**____ =]
went to church, had meeting with my care group. then we went to fetch the sec1s up. wow. one big gang including stelly and my brother. after that we split into our classes - dong m.h will be our teacher, alongside with ida. it's pretty weird for him to like be in our class. i'm not trying to say i don't welcome him - it's just that my class is famous for speaking english and is somewhat anti-chinese; and today he told us to speak more chinese. must as well we go over to the english youth group?
(030105) school in a few hours' time. i'm still in the holiday mood. yawn. think i'll go to sleep now. ciao.
questions for myself
1. is it me?
2. can't be noticed?
3. why am i not crying?
. steadfast love of the Lord .
Saturday, January 01, 2005
311204 Friday
[Mood: Elated Mad High Contented Proud Silly Whateverr.]
yoohoo! opus' over (301204) ! had a really great time performing. the audience were just like we've expected - noisy and very rowdy. whenever our school have our own concert or whatever the kids will just scream and yell and make those 'shhh'-es. outsiders like my mum will be like, what the. but i'm sure our schoolmates enjoyed the rudeness. we took many pictures backstage! everyone looked great - we all had our makeup on. and by the way, those victims of nad' who had their faces powdered with BLUSHER, i'm sad for you. oh yea, and ms tay's extrememly gorgeous - her hair was self permed and stuff. oh yea, and in between songs, she changed her clothes pretty fast! i didn't really listen to the band's first part of the performance - i was backstage, couldn't really hear anything. but yea, heard the second half of their performance. and you know what, band? i love your last piece!!! also, i love the encore song too. :) alrights. let's talk about our mates' songs...
Dome Epais (Flower Song) - ms tay said we sang pretty well for this song and that we improved pretty much. shi qi's so poor thing - yes, she opened her mouth to sing; but no voice came out. she's like, dammit? but anyways, this' one of my favorite songs ms tay chose for our team.
When We Speak - i hate this song. it keeps changing the tune. and it sounds... weird, like what ms tan said. besides, the lyrics' so mushy your hair will stand. oh yea, and shi qi was helping ms tay hold the plastic bag and bla bla bla and she couldn't even concentrate singing! poor girl.
La Musica - yay! our bestest bestest best song. our favorite too! it's a repeat, i must admit - we sang this for cultural night. anyways, it's still good. actually we had some small movements like swaying and stuff - but it was cancelled due to the absence of many people during the dance practice. but anyways, many audience gave us thumbsups for this song when we went backstage. haha. and yes, you're right - something bad happened to shi qi again. nad' was walking up the stairs to the stage when lingquan stepped on her shoe, and thus it flew out on the stage. shi qi saw the shoe and picked it up. yep, she held the shoe till the whole song ended, with it hidden behind her back; hands aching and looked like it has been chopped off. poor shi qi!!! >.<
then ms tay had her performance. she sang some jazz song. she stole the whole show! her voice's awesome and very very sexy. but i guess she should cut down on her expressions - it's way too much. oh yea, some guys said when she bow, she showed her cleavage - again?! i didn't see it though. haha. and there's this thing she should really cut off - her whatever bunny grin, her teeth biting her grinning lips and her eyes squinting. it was awful! and everyone was talking about it. lol.
after the whole performance, band and us took some pictures. and i finally took pictures with ain, daz, and fiona! :D then we took off for school. the way back to school totally rOcK! we were screaming and yelling and singing stupid songs like [if you're happy and you know it]. then we screamed s.h.e and jay's songs. everyone was having fun. band will be staying over at school having their party. sadly, we have to go home. met up with biscuits at lot1 and went home. tired tired tired. but it's worth it. :D
here are some photos taken 241204 - 301204...
~Taken after carolling at my house. Me and my doggy JoJo!
~taken backstage. smallnana + grace(lim) + bignana + pris
~the nanas
~bignana + aineeee + smallnana
~daz darling!! + bignana
~fiona (another nana. lol.) + bignana
. fun and laughter, peace and joy .
yoohoo! opus' over (301204) ! had a really great time performing. the audience were just like we've expected - noisy and very rowdy. whenever our school have our own concert or whatever the kids will just scream and yell and make those 'shhh'-es. outsiders like my mum will be like, what the. but i'm sure our schoolmates enjoyed the rudeness. we took many pictures backstage! everyone looked great - we all had our makeup on. and by the way, those victims of nad' who had their faces powdered with BLUSHER, i'm sad for you. oh yea, and ms tay's extrememly gorgeous - her hair was self permed and stuff. oh yea, and in between songs, she changed her clothes pretty fast! i didn't really listen to the band's first part of the performance - i was backstage, couldn't really hear anything. but yea, heard the second half of their performance. and you know what, band? i love your last piece!!! also, i love the encore song too. :) alrights. let's talk about our mates' songs...
Dome Epais (Flower Song) - ms tay said we sang pretty well for this song and that we improved pretty much. shi qi's so poor thing - yes, she opened her mouth to sing; but no voice came out. she's like, dammit? but anyways, this' one of my favorite songs ms tay chose for our team.
When We Speak - i hate this song. it keeps changing the tune. and it sounds... weird, like what ms tan said. besides, the lyrics' so mushy your hair will stand. oh yea, and shi qi was helping ms tay hold the plastic bag and bla bla bla and she couldn't even concentrate singing! poor girl.
La Musica - yay! our bestest bestest best song. our favorite too! it's a repeat, i must admit - we sang this for cultural night. anyways, it's still good. actually we had some small movements like swaying and stuff - but it was cancelled due to the absence of many people during the dance practice. but anyways, many audience gave us thumbsups for this song when we went backstage. haha. and yes, you're right - something bad happened to shi qi again. nad' was walking up the stairs to the stage when lingquan stepped on her shoe, and thus it flew out on the stage. shi qi saw the shoe and picked it up. yep, she held the shoe till the whole song ended, with it hidden behind her back; hands aching and looked like it has been chopped off. poor shi qi!!! >.<
then ms tay had her performance. she sang some jazz song. she stole the whole show! her voice's awesome and very very sexy. but i guess she should cut down on her expressions - it's way too much. oh yea, some guys said when she bow, she showed her cleavage - again?! i didn't see it though. haha. and there's this thing she should really cut off - her whatever bunny grin, her teeth biting her grinning lips and her eyes squinting. it was awful! and everyone was talking about it. lol.
after the whole performance, band and us took some pictures. and i finally took pictures with ain, daz, and fiona! :D then we took off for school. the way back to school totally rOcK! we were screaming and yelling and singing stupid songs like [if you're happy and you know it]. then we screamed s.h.e and jay's songs. everyone was having fun. band will be staying over at school having their party. sadly, we have to go home. met up with biscuits at lot1 and went home. tired tired tired. but it's worth it. :D
here are some photos taken 241204 - 301204...
~Taken after carolling at my house. Me and my doggy JoJo!
~taken backstage. smallnana + grace(lim) + bignana + pris
~the nanas
~bignana + aineeee + smallnana
~daz darling!! + bignana
~fiona (another nana. lol.) + bignana
. fun and laughter, peace and joy .
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