"You guys are too clique-ish."

"You guys are too clique-ish."



Well, screw you to whoever who said that. I hate that word.

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It seriously is annoying to hear that from anyone especially as of now. Today I realized how important cliques are, and there is nothing wrong or bad about them.

I often felt strongly about cliques but didn't know how to defend them when anyone barge in and say that they are too "clique-ish" (especially when that statement comes from someone who belongs to one, tsk).

Today in class when everyone has to form a group, naturally the ones in cliques formed one. Like almost instantly. What about some others who float around and doesn't belong to any particular ones? Are they as "fab" and "un-clique-ish" as what some might say?

Uh... No. They literally float around. Like, not belonging anywhere.

It's okay and totally awesome to not be part of any cliques. But it's also totally okay to be part of one. We don't build a clique 'cos we want to be exclusive; it comes naturally as we grow comfortable with each other. And there's nothing wrong to be in the comfort zone. We don't have to constantly challenge ourselves with unfamiliar faces.

It's not like we don't mix around, right? Jiayun and I went for a class steamboat by ourselves... We really do chat around with other school mates... I don't change my class slot just 'cos my good friends do... Now I'm in a shooting group with none of my buddies in it...

See - We're not acting like we're an exclusive bunch of lamebrain.

There is nothing wrong with cliques. I wouldn't even call ourselves one. That's too middle-school. They are only bad when they intentionally exclude other people out. Also, it's not like we haven't tried mixing around. It's just ultimately I thought I'd like to have you guys around better.

That's the only time when I don't have to try so hard.
I don't have to adopt a Gina-gene or act like I'm a chatty happy pea. I can just be me.

Beautiful inside-out

Beautiful inside-out

Super duper happy 'cos...
I bought a really really really pretty camera bag for myself!

The Bowler by Acme Made:






And XQ bought one for herself too. Totally to her taste and style!

The Lunch Box by Acme Made:






Pretty? ;-D

Acme Made is a brand that makes an array of funky bags & totes, camera cases & bags, laptop sleeves & bags and ipod sleeves for the fashion conscious consumer. Totally awesome.

5.19am-logue

5.19am-logue

Living on a prayer, for real.

















Totally hyped? Not exactly.

Got separated with JY. Now I'm all alone in a single-person bedroom in a hostel at dodgy Chungking Mansion.







For SGD20 a night, the room is okay. I like my room. Can't complain --
Personal room, personal bed, clean sheets and comforter, personal toilet, television, blasting air conditioner.

But I lack company.

I miss JY at the other side of the level. I miss mommy, daddy, baby brother back in Singapore. I miss Germboy in Brunei. I miss having jojo sleep beside me. And I miss my babyboy PB.

There are weird noises outside my room. I'm shivering and scared. I keep praying non-stop.

This is the type of moment when my face is all heated up and I feel like cowering in the comforter bawling my eyes out. I'm holding back.

But tomorrow will be fun at Ocean's :-)
Goodnight.

My hair still smells like barbecue

My hair still smells like barbecue

You are a heartless creature.
I will not contact you in Hong Kong.
Bye.

:-(

You give love a bad name

You give love a bad name



I'd like to get a jealous control freak as a boyfriend.
;-)

Time and time again

Time and time again

You've been lamenting on what a nobody you are
You've been complaining about not knowing what to be
You've been so in-confident about everything you do

But don't you think you brought all these to yourself?

Doing what you know is wrong,
yet convincing yourself that it's okay to do it.

Everyone around you are worried about you; yet you yourself doesn't seem to care less. And at the same time you talk about how accomplished Sid Vicious is and how much you envy him, yet you continued to stay on the low-grounds, totally uninspired.

Why don't you do something about it?
Don't you think it's time for an attitude switch?