It's a heartache that can't stop aching.

It's a heartache that can't stop aching.



So last night I made my 6th 2007 diary. And... ...I've never completed any of 'em, hahahahhh. They've got short live spans; like, 4 months max?

Mom says I'm wasting paper.

Anyway everything's crazy right now! I'm facing all sorts of challenging um, mental ailments?

1. My brother smashed the TV (by accident, of course) and thus, we couldn't try our new baby (PS3). Daddy didn't want to get a new TV set - He says we deserve it.
So. Smashed by a jet plane? Check.

2. Scriptwriting class ended so late I almost died contracting Thy Wordified Disease.
Deathly infirmity? Check.

3. Got home with, please note, NO FOOD LEFT.
Diet? Starvation? Check. (Being starved to death is the next worst thing to being burnt alive.)

And you know what makes me wanna cry?
It's that I've got lots more depressing stories to share...

Grind your teeth gnaaaarrrrrrr

Grind your teeth gnaaaarrrrrrr

I can't wait for 5th November 2007.
I can't wait for 5th November 2007.
I can't wait for 5th November 2007.
I can't wait for 5th November 2007.
I can't wait for 5th November 2007.



Reached school 2 hours before class (by mistake). And when class actually started, the lecturer was on medical leave.
Please kill me.

Love is just there

Love is just there

You don't have to look for it.

Today I've received the best freebie ever in my mailbox! Make a guess! Clue: Something I can't live without, and it's something I'll receive every year. Will give you the answer by the end of this post.

Uh. I'm sorry, blogders. I don't know what to type anymore. I've been backspacing for the past half an hour. Started writing about my Grandma, then about the PS3 I've bought for my brother, then about orchestra music. And now I'm here - Lost. I'm far too troubled about the politics in my school. Learnt a lot about my schoolmates recently; and my hatred for people grew.

Hatred's something we, human, can't get control of. But Hatred is something God can help us deal with. Hatred makes one miserable, and Hatred makes one blind. I'm not sure when it started, but I'm becoming a cold-blooded beast. I no longer cherish, I no longer forgive, less say forget. Hatred-Collecting then became my unintentional hobby.

Hating someone makes me feel sad - All the time. Hatred is something that grows inside of you, and it becomes stronger and stronger each time you get mad. By the time you try to settle, Hatred gets in the way and tries to destroy the broken relationship you are trying to re-build.

I feel like crap. And so I try to maintain my sometimes-dignifed silence like it's okay, but deep inside it aches. I'm bitter. I relent all the time.

It doesn't matter what you're going through right now 'cos we all have our secrets, and we sometimes have to collect the messy shit we're having at home or with our buddies.

What's most important is:
To find joy, you gotta have love. And love means letting go - Of all your hatred, of all your misplacements and loss, and of what's holding you back.

Can't do it? Ask God.
:)


p.s. It's an organizer for year 2008 from RD.

Get a frizzy hair, bobo

Get a frizzy hair, bobo

I'm sorry but I have to whine right now. Why can't I frigging sign in to Hotmail (or Windows Live, rather)?! The entire site's been screwed ever since my last log-in on Sunday. Do they know how important my mailbox is to me?!

How irritating.
@#$%^&*

M'appari Tutt'amor

M'appari Tutt'amor

Advertorial:


"ahzhen: GINA YOU WANT BROWNIE. I BAKED IT MYSELF.
ginacutie: huh i dontlike. you ask jy she sure wun reject.

MINUTES LATER...
jiayun and cc arrived.

ahzhen: jy you want the browie. i baked it myself.
jy: OKAY!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

-Quoted from Gina.

Hello Sunshine

Hello Sunshine



You've got to watch:
1. Superbad
2. Resident Evil: Extinction
3. I Am Sam

Watched 'I Am Sam' with Caleb in the library the other day and I was like, sobbing throughout. Can't believe I teared so much in front of Caleb. @#$%^&* It was so upsetting. The show. GO CATCH IT, OKAY? It's awesome. I got to have the DVD (and the soundtrack).

Btw, 'Superbad' is kinda leaning towards the uncouth wall. So yea, I've warned.

Next, I'm gonna (or waiting) to watch:
1. Enchanted
2. Amazing Grace
3. Pulp Fiction

;D

She cried

She cried

when a crayon was jammed into her throat.
And she asked God, "How did all these happen overnight?"
God simply smiled back. God's will, perhaps?



I have to blog before school starts in 10 hours! Been long since this blog's been photo-spammed. Well congrats blogders - For today is the day for one. I'm in a good mood!

Dedicated to:

(HAHAAAAAAAA.)
Our Birthday Girl - Aunt Foo.

Just so you note, photos are in chronological order; and I apologize for the (certain) shaky and underexposed photos. Enjoy (and grab) 'em, anyway. :)














Okay, I have to say, the following 4 photos are very adoring! ;D
The first 2 are candid, btw! Ah, just look at the sky!





Gosh. I spent 1.5 hours fixing and uploading these photos.
Anyway. Photos for day 2 (as well as my PM replies) will be up soon. :)

Nights all!

Do you fancy coffee?

Do you fancy coffee?

I don't.



Okay, so here's a quick update. Most FSV-ians must have heard of the change of classes all; am I right? Well, my class sticks with T2A2, and I've got French classes (for IS module) on Mondays; Fridays are empty.

Just wondering... Who's in my class right now?

:)

(p.s. Jonathan's in my class - For 4 semesters straight. Talk about destiny and serendipity, lol.)

Monday morning blues

Monday morning blues

Not enough patience, not enough time.

Attn all M-ers:
Todd will be back from Holland this Wednesday.
He didn't say anything 'bout the flight no. though; I'm still waiting for his reply. But anyway I was asked to forward this message to you guys (but of course, I don't have your emails... and i know you guys read my blog) so yep, here goes:

"hello yous! [blar blar blar. I'm not gonna spam my blog with his long-winded message.] im sure you have heard about my return from aunt susanne. will arrive in sg next wed and i know THE MS [haha, it's in caps; so you know what he's emphasizing, don't you?] will be there. right? ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ [and more irrelevant rubbish] ahh jojo do help forward this msg for me alright? its so retarded i dont have their emails. [blarrrrrrr] byebye and see you guys real soon! lets all hangout plsssssssssss."

Got it - He misses us.
:)))))

[edit]
Do catch 'Without A Trace' tonight on Hallmark (channel 17) at 8pm.
;)

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAS

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAS

I'm officially the happiest, most ecstatic, most exuberant, THE LUCKIEST girl in the entire universe! Woke up at 6.50am today and I felt like checking on the FTI forum.
Guess what? FTI MV PART 2 IS OUTTTTT! I was so freaking excited I went to YouTube, livejournal, and all their official webs to search for it. Noooooo - It wasn't there! I almost wanted to cry; that's how desperate I was. (I'm so excited I forgot to have my paragraphs.)

I tried again and again and again and again. Till my fingers went numb. :(

It was madness - Those few minutes. I swear I almost had a nervous breakdown.

Just before I went insane and try to kill myself, someone uploaded the vid online (in the forum). My gosh. Suddenly the lights just went off, angels filled the skies, and everyone was singing Hallelujah.

And then reality killed me: I CAN'T VIEW WMV. FILES. Dang @#$%^&*
So I googled for flip4mac (Finally - My bro and my friends used to persuade me to download it for convenience's sake but I never succumb to them. However, for the sake of FTI...). Tada! I downloaded the prog... and my FTI MV Part 2.

I'm so happy I can die spazzing.
I'm such a drama queen, hahahaaa.

[edit]
Just viewed the MV.
Felt the MV was a little rushed. It felt like they're in short of story material and just chuck stuff in. Was a lil' too similar to Part 1's. And the music was weird. Initially I was placing my bets on the slower melodramatic ballads in their album. But who knows, haha!

Thank goodness the Hyungs can really act, man! They were awesome.

Heh, they made my day nonetheless!

Average mojobeans

Next-door mojobeans

Ain't tough to tell a Genuine and a Fake apart;
'cos we, bystanders, see it best - The sun's not shining today.

I think I'm a good example of a typical distinctive (Asian) teenage girl;

10. I'm the kind that falls in love with tacky serials (with cheap storylines).
9. I watch cheesy dramas and cry when one of them disappear or die, which they usually do.
8. I squeal when I uncover a young cutie in some archetypal groupie (and faint if their vocals are awesome).
7. I fancy Asian guys and have never really thought Eurasian guys are that cute (except the Law dude).
6. Besides French, I really want to learn Korean and fill my diary with squares and circles.
5. I read novels - And cry (aloud) most of the time when the spouse/fiance leaves her.
4. I read bitch books (like Gossip Girl) too.
3. When I like a certain song, it'll be running in my playlist on repeat mode (like last year, 'It's Not Your Fault' by New Found Glory, was played for more than a hundred times. Ughhhh.)
2. I still dig boy bands, and secretly sing their songs behind the shower curtain.
1. Sometimes I still sing to S Club 7.

I sense people laughing.


p.s. Okay, my posts ain't very nice to read these days. Here's a good read (post dated 021007). I laughed out loud - Twice.

Take thy spin

Take thy spin

I know I've complained 'bout this for like, 2000 times.
No wonder Tofu and I are whining.


What?
Where's 'Singapore'?!

It's a basic, please.
iTunes Store should be made available in Singapore.

Mr. G, that's why we turn to torrent...

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

My big bro (Germ) came into my room at 2am asking me to teach him how to draw faces (he got inspired by watching Heroes). Taught him a lil' but it became boring afterwards.

So guess what?

We started drawing pretty people...
...and turned them into JNRs (jian nu rens) and alcoholics - with warts.
Hahahahh!

From...

to...

HAHA?!
We gave her a protruding forehead, created a nose bridge, erased her cheekbone and plumped her cheeks, thicken her eye make-up, gave her a blush, lengthen her lashes, arched her brows, gave her a double chin (rofl!), gave her curly hair, added accessories (nose ring and hoop earrings), and even blessed her with a lucky mole!
Now she's a jian nu ren!

Next?

From...

to...

Omgggg.
We drooped her eyelids, as well as her brow, gave her eye rings, added wrinkles by the eye and on her forehead, increased her nose bridge a lil' and changed her tiny nose to hooked nose (with droopy nostrils), plumped her cheeks, removed her teeth so her lips sag, gave her a double chin, added warts (omgrofl!); and for the final touches, we messed up her hair!
Told you - Alcohol and drugs make you look like crap.
Now she's in rehab.

Totally unrecognizable.
Hahahaaa!