[Mood: Bored and Tired]
I miss my books :'(
Right I'm using my church's computer to type this right now; and dad is taking forever in God-knows-where. Do you know why my hair keeps dropping nowadays?
5. "Weird dreams keep sneaking up on me like, every night?" Hair loss due to lack of sleep.
4. "I TORE MY TYS. LOL." Hair loss due to stress.
3. "Yes maggot-rate, I'm getting fatter, CAN." Hair loss due to self-deprival.
2. "God wants me to learn my lesson for not doing his devotion." Okay, that's a punishment.
1. "I'm deprived of nasi lemak and... tore my hair?" (Just want to say I'm deprived of NL)
Mummy told me those people without a goal is like a person without life, a corpse living in self denial. WHAT IS MY GOAL? I don't even know what I'm heading at right now (come to think of it, do you think I have the chance to do editorial? NO!) I'm wasting my life off for that stupid certificate and seemless degree in which I do not pursue. People keep pressing me to say what I want to do next but I have NO FREAKING IDEA, and what? They started condemning me of my 'sins' in not knowing.
"How can you not know?! In a few months' time you'd be choosing your course! If you can't do editorial do something else!"
See, I don't like doing 'something else'. And you know what? Those words slapped me. REAL HARD. But after some time of praying and all, I guess it all points to one thing - Faith. I should put my 100% trust in God instead of that 0.2% in which the other 99.8% goes to humankind. In whatever shitty way things may turn out, it may be for the best.
_addicted to mugging_
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
281005 Friday
[Mood: I don't know, actually]
Updates:
I've been driving myself in Mathematics for quite some time and I'm gaining confidence!
I've got Art p2 question paper and I'm really really stressed.
Jer and I started messaging each other :D
I've finally let my ex-buddy XY go.
The ulcer at the tip of my tongue wouldn't leave.
On the Wednesday that just passed, I had an ubberly weird and saarrrdd dream and was crying my head off. @_@
I've graduated! :)
Today:
Helped Katty in making Ama's birthday card in the art studio.
Had finger chicken at BK's with Eve before we both mug at my place.
Recorded some NKF spoof, with eve as the MC and me playing the background music lol.
Oh ya, the ulcer - it's been close to a week (don't recommend salt please!)
I just took a cold bath and my hair's still wet and all.
I'm wearing my glasses right now o_o
Why I'm still awake:
One, my hair is still wet.
Two, my hair is still wet as I just took a bath.
Three, I took a bath 'cos I have nothing else better to do. I'm a boring girl.
Four, basically 'cos I'm bbbooorrreeeddd.
Five, I'm bored and I can't sleep.
Six, I can't concentrate sleeping, doing math, reading, singing.
Seven, listening to MP3 made it worse. Good Charlotte is gay.
Eight, 'bloody valentine' made me cry.
Nine, which is why I took a bath - actually.
Ten, it all leads back to me bathing. >_<
_i want to tell the whole world i'm an idiot_
Updates:
I've been driving myself in Mathematics for quite some time and I'm gaining confidence!
I've got Art p2 question paper and I'm really really stressed.
Jer and I started messaging each other :D
I've finally let my ex-buddy XY go.
The ulcer at the tip of my tongue wouldn't leave.
On the Wednesday that just passed, I had an ubberly weird and saarrrdd dream and was crying my head off. @_@
I've graduated! :)
Today:
Helped Katty in making Ama's birthday card in the art studio.
Had finger chicken at BK's with Eve before we both mug at my place.
Recorded some NKF spoof, with eve as the MC and me playing the background music lol.
Oh ya, the ulcer - it's been close to a week (don't recommend salt please!)
I just took a cold bath and my hair's still wet and all.
I'm wearing my glasses right now o_o
Why I'm still awake:
One, my hair is still wet.
Two, my hair is still wet as I just took a bath.
Three, I took a bath 'cos I have nothing else better to do. I'm a boring girl.
Four, basically 'cos I'm bbbooorrreeeddd.
Five, I'm bored and I can't sleep.
Six, I can't concentrate sleeping, doing math, reading, singing.
Seven, listening to MP3 made it worse. Good Charlotte is gay.
Eight, 'bloody valentine' made me cry.
Nine, which is why I took a bath - actually.
Ten, it all leads back to me bathing. >_<
_i want to tell the whole world i'm an idiot_
Thursday, October 06, 2005
061005 Thursday
[Mood: ask evelyn]
It's one in the morning. Hello.
Today (or rather, yesterday)...
I had 4 cold baths.
I flew some paper planes.
I listened to the same song for 72 times.
I drank 16 bottles of Ice Mountain.
I watched Jin Zhi Yu Lian and cried.
I waited for the phone to ring for 4 hours.
And then continued waiting for another 5 hours.
Decided not to wait anymore.
And.
My bite's swollen.
It's one in the morning. Hello.
Today (or rather, yesterday)...
I had 4 cold baths.
I flew some paper planes.
I listened to the same song for 72 times.
I drank 16 bottles of Ice Mountain.
I watched Jin Zhi Yu Lian and cried.
I waited for the phone to ring for 4 hours.
And then continued waiting for another 5 hours.
Decided not to wait anymore.
And.
My bite's swollen.
It's not about the big things, but the small things that makes me happy.
It doesn't matter if I'm upset today, 'cos tomorrow will be good, I promise.
I won't bite myself anymore. I won't throw anymore paper planes. I'll be good, really. So please help me be nicer to myself.
_will Tomorrow want me to be happy?_
Monday, October 03, 2005
021005 Sunday
Mummy's always asking me to clean JoJo's poo. That's real unfair, okay, and Germ haven't wash him yet.
Anyways.
My darling and her guy split up yesterday, and we had a looonngg talk.
Well, with every goodbye you learn.
By the way honey, ignore the poo right now. I'm going to have pizza for dinner today! Haha. Not trying to make you drool, though :P
Happy belated Childrens' Day :)
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