4/8 people are losers

Everyone's crazy about Jonathan that SAF (I finally got the initials right. hawhaw) guy. Yep, he's hot and all, lar.

_______________________________________

Regarding the post people's talking about...
all salutes!* =]
Well, you say because I dislike a few that's why I pointed out to the entire group? It's not a few, you know.
Whatever it is, that is just a general view. I've got so many evidence to support my view anyway.
And by the way I've got nothing against the c.o.l.o.n.y. Really.

[y.o.u]
I've never wanted to see you. ((:

[middle person]
Sorry, but I'd rather not get connected at all.











_tada tada_

tired but unable to sleep

[Mood: Super Dead]

I'm hungry and lonely.
Tired but unable to fall asleep.

Sometimes it's just a little slower and all's different. Sometimes you regret. Sometimes you blame them. But face it - it's just you. Blunt and dumb. // Sometimes you're waiting but it didn't come. Sometimes you're upset. Sometimes you blame yourself. Why didn't I just ask? Blunt and dumb. // Sometimes you decide not to care anymore. Sometimes you just let things slip by. Sometimes you just thought you moved on in life. Maybe it's not so true. Blunt and dumb. // Uncanny melody. Blunt And Dumb___








_someone please cradle me to sleep_

280405 Thursday

[Mood: Feeling Gay. Literally.]

It isn't bad to sometimes self deprive or get depressed. It is just sadness that ruled you - for the moment. Don't despise sadness. It don't necessary just bring useless tears. It can sometimes be beautiful.

Art is my life! Adore the unadored for there is beauty in it all.

[darling jer]
What happened to you? Drop me a call when you see this okay? hugs* oh. And get well soon. ((:

[mandarella da monkeybananawhoisinfactsodeeplyinlovewithjoanna]
points at you* I WAS HAVING THE MOST WONDERFUL DREAM EVER AND THIS MANDAMONKEYBANANA RUINED IT!

[idiotic cas]
You monster. I swear it was the cause of that traffic light. I WAS looking at YOU, do-do. Then there he was. Your prince-onwhitehorsewhohappenstoloveseatinggrassjustlikeido. And I saw you giving me that i-am-so-gentle smile. BLAR! A flash of stupidity. What were you thinking?! Stop confusing innocent cows for you are the true monster!
screams*
You are better off dead. Seriously. p.o.s.e.r.l.o.s.e.r. =P
p.s! by the way, the reason you saw me there was because I didn't go for tution. Mama's angry. )):









Gay me!
Love me!
Cradle me!





_pretty flowers_

240405 Sunday

[Mood: Lazy]

Many of us ask why deedeedada titilala this and that, but often we go off with questions unanswered. Sometimes we badly wanted to know the truth, but at the same time afraid it might hurt you. Some things is better left unknown, ya? So what if it concerns you? Won't it be better if you don't even know anything?

Don't tell me things when you know they will hurt me.

Anyways had church today. It was fine. Faced some AP people. Dammit annoying, lor, just like the description I gave Joseph today during lesson. Blunt and dumb. Shan's birthday today; had her a cake and a crown. (: Happy birthday band-eemoo babe!

Met up with eviiiee after that. Wanted to study but we're both moodless to do so. Finished 2 and a 1/2 of sec3 work. Dear surprised me by joining eve and I while "studying". Left for home a short while later.










_the suspense is killing me_









please don't leave me yet. i need you.

ihateme

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230405 Saturday

[Mood: Upset]

Woke up at around eight this morning, pee-ed, and proceeded back to darling Mayne's bed. Slept till ten when I woke up again and switched to my contacts. Met up with Evvvviiieee after that and had our lunch at Long John's.

Filled my cooler with coke. Perfect thing... with flaws. Leak non stop. ARGHS. Dammit irritating. Well on the bus, the cooler can't stop leaking in all directions. Cool thing is that no matter which way it leaked to, the guy in front never stepped on it, and the liquid's like surrounding his feet?

Reached the zoo. Had fun fooling around.

Spent our last coins on a movie. Pathetic. So broke.

[mayne]
Maybe we should all learn to trust?

[eve]
Had a great time with you today. I'm waiting for the video! ((:













It doesn't matter if I'm upset or oversensitive already. It doesn't matter at all. So what if It's just for the sake of... We don't even understand.








_sick and tired of everything_






















last night i cried but nobody know

220405 Friday

[Mood: Refreshed]

Just bathed and my hair's in a mess right now. Well, I'm over at darling mayne's after that "surprised" bbq session with some regenites. (psst darlings, I'm trying to get used to it; already am. hehs.) All was fine didn't exactly eat - got a few sausages and "flesh" (muahahahas). MISSED THE 9PM SHOW! aww.

Intend to watch the rented discs - 50 First Dates, and The Doll Master tonight. I'm waiting!

Moo.

[Dear]
I miss you!

[Darling Sarah]
hehe. Glad you're home safely! kakas. Had fun. x)








_barbecueeee_

4/8 fuckers

I truly understand why people loathe 2004 4/8 students.
I've got nothing against them. Really. They just have that 'something' I truly hated. I thought, at least there's a nice one there but so far, nope. Or maybe I'm just one-sided. I don't care.

Huge class of hypocrites. Well actually, not just them. Their friends as well.
And YOU, stop siding her. (:











_scheming_

210405 Thursday

[Mood: Tired - like always]

What the fast food worker is really thinking when serving you
1. Would you like a heart attack with that?
2. Why? Why didn't I listen to Mummy and study hard?
3. Olinda... It should have been you, my love!
4. Funny how nobody seems to be able to taste what I added to the special sauce.
5. Eh? Did I forget to wash my hands after going to the toilet again?
6. Did this one fall on the floor, or did the other one?
7. Eh, supersize my salary, leh.
8. Wasn't I wearing a plaster just now?
9. Help...me...please...
10. Wah Lau, this guy eats here more regularly than I do... but I work here, what's his excuse?
11. Mmm... Auntie is pretty hot for a 71-year-old.
12. Hee hee hee, you really think that's beef, ah?

it is better to have farted and lost
than to never have farted at all.










_howdooyoodoo_

200405 Wednesday

[Mood: Tired]

Choir BBQ! woohaa! :)
It was f.u.n but the food sucks. Anyway I'll start from the beginning. After bidding goodbye to my dearest Sarah, I went over to defrost the going-to-be-bbq-ed food, and realised within minutes I was surrounded by loads of juniors. Zhen shi yue bang yue mang -_- (Translation: The more you help, the worse it would be.) Anyways my favourite pig, yes, EVIIIEEE! came. I'm glad she did - she's a great companion. Found a mop near the bbq pit and fooled with it, using it as the microphone and imitating some rock band.

*dances around the parade square singing S.H.E's song. ~Ni shi dian ni shi guang...~ How entertaining!*

I then proceeded into mopping the canteen - for fun. Smacked Eve with dirty sausage water and she's like, AHHH... AHHHHHHH... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Funny pig. =P

While waiting for the enthus who are bbq-ing food, Eve and I drew 'Eve loves Jo' and 'Jo loves Eve' s all around the sand pit. It's no wonder I have rumors about me being a lesbian.

Anyways, Minjia and some juniors treated one of the pits as though it were their territories, giving us the 'Hey-we-worked-so-hard-for-this-pittt-so-don't-come-near-I'll-bite kinda look. Both of us pig-cow then starved ourselves and waited for Nad to set up the fire. Well, after two hours it seemed GOOD (in case you don't get it, it was meant to be sarcastic) - One big pit with one extremely small spot of charcoal with one tiny flame and just smoke. We were like, what-the. Eventually Eve and I snubbed in and tried "upgrading" the pathetic pit. Gladly within minutes the whole thing started up. ALL THANKS TO THE PIG-COW GANG! ARIGATO! x)))

*jumps about pulling minjia's horse tail*

Evvviiieeee and I then shared food - I'll take a bite, you'll bite next, I'll take a bite again, and you'll bite next... I'm sure you get what I mean. How romantic! hawhaw. Food taste extremely good when you share. (But still, bbq-ed food sucks) I'm so sticky, bbq-ish, smokey... and everything disgusting.

Met up with JJ after that. What a night! Was so tired.

*runs around kicking cat's arse*

[keong]
p.s!! Eve and I drew the comic version of you too! haha.

[jer]
You should've come. It was fun. ((:


EVVVIIIEEEE LOVES JOANNA!
CAT IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE. NO DIFFERENT FROM NAD.
HE MUST BE SO BLIND - CAN'T HE SEE SHE'S AN ASSHOLE WHO DON'T DESERVE TO BE LOVED?








_i love you!_

dreams_chi

在你心中有這樣的一個人嗎？你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。也許為了顧及家人的意見 ，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。
不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他， 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？
很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了，常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情，最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好。也是可惜，也是遺憾！但還有沒有可能是另一種情況，你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友. . . .











每個人兒時總會有夢想
然而
當中有多少在長大後能實現？
難道
所有人的未來
都必須遵從社會上存在的既定標準？







_不愛下去怎麼會知_

190405 Tuesday

[Mood: Upset]

I miss the old days when the four of us SCJ2-ians would smuggle food into Macdonald's, licking ice cream practically everyday? Hanged around in IRC till the wee hours and not studying for our tests, hiding at the backstage with S.E.A-ians listening to ghost stories, run up to the filter room (5th level) and try aiming rocks, rubberbands or scraps into the pond (Mayne darling, remember one rock hit Alfred's head? =x ), pon-ed our CCAs and went for a movie, rent horror films and hide under the covers in Mayne's aunty's house (Dark Water was the best back then! Hee), went for photoshoot (woohaa), stayed over at each other's house and not sleeping till 3? haha. Exchange kisses as gifts, acting as mamasans, bathing together (it's sick but we know that was the best part. LOL), shared our happiness and sorrows with each other...
Darlings, I'm glad we're still intact despite the many differences we possess. People come and go in our lives, but we know who will stay and leave a print there. hugs*

Top 10 reasons why Today's horrid:

10. There's NAPFA.
9. There's Comm meeting.
8. Had an E-Math test which I completely lost it.
7. Tons of careless mistakes in my Chem test. BOO.
6. Loaded with homework (worse is that they're all compo, compre, essay based!!!)
5. Face's getting REDDER and BLACKER.
4. Spell B.R.O.K.E. (was left with $1.55 - FOR THE WEEK)
3. Was mentally threatened by those retarded juniors not to join in the bbq shopping. I know I'll end up hiding in the bin instead.
2. Not only did asshole Gilbert steal my Ayumi CDs last year, he upgraded into stealing handphones this year(poor YQ!)
1. HAVE TO SEE WENDY AND CO.








BUT (yes, But)... Met up with Sarah darling and saw him today before meeting up the comm people. Made my day. ^_______^





_my day's not so screwed up afterall_

unearth me.

Please.
Unearth me.

It's one of those days when you felt like lying on your bed whole day and stab yourself.
And so I just shut myself from everyone. But secretly I'm not.
I keep waiting but it never seem to come.
Maybe. Just maybe. It's just that moment.
That feeling is all gone. Just because.
Just because of that moment.
-silent all these years.






_beautiful_

170405 Sunday

[Mood: Tired]

Feeling sick and tired... and scared. I don't know what to do, and why am I upset.
Why do I pretend it's not upsetting me, why do I pretend it's not hurting me, Why do i pretend I do not care at all. Why.
There are alot of things I thought I understood, but actually I don't - at all. I'm still a girl. Still growing up, still learning. I'm only sixteen. Far. from old.
I thought I was right. all along. But i'm wrong. So wrong. So many things I did not comprehand.
I'm scared. Lord, I'm really scared. What if... What will... I'm crying out to You, Lord. I need the strength and the wisdom. What is right? What is wrong? I want to know, Lord. I want to know.

So confused.

yesterdayyyy_____ (((:
Went to SENTOSA! with eviiieeee (little meany monster). Got ourselves a nice spot (sadly facing some chinese retards) and stripped into our suits. It was really stupid. We had no mat and used our TOWELS. It was no use at all, as you see, sand still found their way on our towels. But still we bathed ourselves under the sun (man, was it scorching)Tried having a silent tan, but I, the lethargic one, can't lie still and ended up disturbing... yes, EVIIIIIIIIEEEEE, my dearest pig-mate.

Fooled around a little, AND THEN i realised we're being stared at by the guys tanning beside us. Pervs (with good bods, that is!) But man, they aint no hunk - smoking and stuff.

Evie and I went canoeing. Damn, it was boring. WE SAW ANOTHER GROUP OF PERVOS. They were twirling around around canoe (see, it's sad we can't get single canoes. OOS - Out Of Stock) and smiling at us. Sentosa is FULL of pervs.

Evviiiiieee ate, and we drank (heehee - only snapper, lar). Swam in the sea, and did i mention sentosa is full of perverts? Yes, THOSE STUPID CHINESE IDIOTS. Hate them.

Watched 'Creep' with dearr after that. And man, was it gross... and I'm cold. DON'T WATCH THAT SHOW. bzzbzz.

Bleahhhhh. Now,
I'm H.O.T (literally) and as the verse goes "...I look good on the barbecue", indeed i'm a barbecued cow. I'm RED and BLACK, so lethargic, and tired, and hoarse... and everything physically mean.

[Dear Lord God]
I'm sorry - I've sinned against you. I need wisdom, Lord, and please may everything I do glorify your name.

[eve]
Hey piggorella, you roasted pig. I'm missing you already!

[JJ]
*pokespokes!* =]






_i am scared. really i am. what should i do_

120405 Tuesday

[Mood: Great]

Went out with JJ today and watched 'The Pacifier'. (Psst pris! The duck the duck. =P)

[IBM]
Haha. You must be glad it's over huh! Anyway I'm taking it easy, la. It's not like it's happening to me.

[ed]
Thanks for the compliment! You are...?

[anonymous]
Thanks. (:

[steph]
I know. =X

[Germ]
It's not nonsense! *pokes*

[jj]
Haha. I will. :D

[D.]
Uh. Did you even talk to us? >_<

[mayne]
Crazy darling! You don't have to know, lar. =P It's been like, soooo long since I've stayed over. mwah!*






_and then the nose started bleeding - again_

I HATE LGY

[Mood: Upset]

LOSER LOSER LOSER PENIS MAN. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. IF ANYTHING EVER EVER HAPPEN, YOU CAN JUST EAT YOUR OWN POO. WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING INTO? WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT LOVE? STOP PLAYING LURID TRICKS WITH HER MEMORY. AND YOU'RE NOT BEING NOBLE, ASSHOLE. DON'T YOU EVER EVER MAKE HER CRY. YOU'LL BE SO SORRY.







_sicko_

SYF - To Ms Tay

[Mood: Great]

This entry is dedicated to Ms Tay. She must be honoured.

During SYF (which just happened yesterday), you're not with us. When we lined up and the officers wanted your signature or something like that, you're MIA. Also, when the conductor is supposed to be the first to get up to the tuning room, you're gone, and eventually I have to be the lead. Hello, it's your job. Tuning room next. That stupid whatever man keeps shouting at me to lead the choir singing "Kuai dian kuai dian! Ni men kuai dian chang ge! Wo yao time ni men liao!" I was like, lost? Whatever for?! (translation: "Faster faster! Faster sing! I want to time you people already!") When I motioned Minjia (the pianist) to play our set piece, the rest were like "No! We're supposed to do warm up!" Arghs. So WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! It's supposed to be YOUR job, dearest Ms Tay. So in the end we settled that we should all wait for YOU. Yes, you. But after some time we realised you're g.o.n.e, i was ordered to go find you. And what happened? I went out and came back, you're in the room. FUNNY.







_why am i feeling this way_

070405 Thursday

[Mood: Tired]

Manda stayed over last night to finish our final art layouts. Was really tired and the bed was tempting. Anyway we managed to complete four layouts, and finally lay our butts on the bed at around 4.45a.m. (and it was surprising how we can both comfortably sleep in one ss-sized bed).

As you've guessed - we had a hard time waking up. Anyways, school was fine, nothing much to note. Had tution after that, followed by a haircut. Um, not exactly a haircut; just trimmed off the bad ends from my hair.

Terribly tired. I could just die.
SYF tomorrow. Please put us in your prayers. >.<

[mayne]
hope you receive my letter soon.
Faithful are the wounds of a friend; but the kisses of any enemy are deceitful. (Proverbs 31:30)






_tears_

040405 Monday

[Mood: Tired]

Today's gorgeously beautiful. The weather and all. But again, I wouldn't say it's 'my' day - Overheard some people's conversation and... yea, was a little upset. But I'm fine, don't ask me what happened. SCJ2 darlings, I'll tell you 'bout it, don't worry. (: Adding to that, I was once again "attacked" by the forever-racist-juliana.

Still, had a great day. (x

[mayne]
See. Knew you'll like the ball. Dear, felt as if we're moving out from each other's life. I miss you.

[jer]
Thanks for being there!

[andy]
Which poly will you be attending? (:

[germboy]
Just listen to Pooh's voice. WAHAHA.

[derrick]
Tong Hua by Guang Liang? That's a nice song.

[IBM]
International Big Mouth. LOL. What quiz? o.o"






_some things are not meant for me to know_

010405 Friday

[Mood: Great but Tired - As usual]

My huggable darlingss! Miss you babes like HELL. Anyways just let me update you guys with the DAMN and the MUAHAHAS events during the past few days.

300305
Was having our usual Wednesday choir practice and I was like in a today's-an-extra-damn-good-day kinda mood and was bubbly, insane-ic and stuff... until dammit poh came in. The moment I saw her my whole heart sankk and it's like revelation already. It's unbelievable how she channel those ee-oo-er effects on me (probably her face). This' not the thing I wanted to point at - She, the TRM (short for Teletubbies-Red-Monster) started picking on MY section. Damn her. She can just pick on me a.l.o.n.e. Faghorn. Oh by the way, it's dynamics, not diaphragm, TRM. (:

Winnie the Pooh is gay. HAHA.

310305
Had exchange at Yishun Secondary. Almost screwed the whole piece up. Bleah.

Today
Before I start off with anything 'bout today, I'd like to say this - Liking two people at the same time, and saying to each of them you'll wait for them forever is not commitment. Hope you-know-who-you-are is seeing this right now.

Watched 'Wedding Date' with Jer. It was nice, and I still think the bride's gorgeous (not that i'm a lesbian). Okay, maybe I act like one. Jer and I was like doing everything together, having the same bag, same streak of dye, hugging and pinching each other's cheeks... Well that doesn't potray much of a lesbian until you see us feeding each other ice cream.

Had tuition after that. Practically sleeping - was stoning the entire two droning hours.
*screams and yanks jer's hair*

[mayne]
you'll see what's that pink or purple thing on monday. and i'm pretty sure you'll like it. like, ALOT. hehe.

[andy]
look at me - i'm an ANGEL. a very good one. muahahahas.

[sally SNG]
LOL. you asshole. i don't love you at all.

[manda]
you don't have to go looking for love. when it is time it will find you. (:

[xiang]
happy be-early birthday to you! (020405)

[to all]
Have a greeeaattt April Fool's Day! and there's nothing great to be oh-so-excited bout it so don't go overboard, hor. =P






_i love you. you love me. we are happy family_

pisces love life

[pisces love traits]
Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side. Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways.
Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.
Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual.Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.
Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want may not be the one.