Saturday, December 31, 2005

SCAMMERS

[Mood: - ]

The travel agency just called daddy and they only intend to refund $100 out of $800. Wtf. It's like duh, obviously their frigging fault.

That day...
1. My whole family went down to their assholic agency to get the tickets (for Cameron). Guess what? They told us our tickets are for NOVEMBER. Like fuck? How can we book tickets on November when it's waaayyy past that date (14th)?
2. Pissed and dissatisfied, mummy bought tickets to KL anyhows. Everything was unplanned and all, and the mood was like damned.
3. After reaching KL, some nincompoop taxi drivers tricked us into getting in to their taxis (I took one alone 'cos their taxis were like puny?) AND WE GOT SCAMMED WTH. The less-than-five-minutes-ride-to-some-what-is-this-place cost RM60 (which was like S$30 or so). Not that I'm petty or what, but 30 X 5 = !!! They insist on not using the taxi meter and said something about midnight charges. Uh?!
4. Worst is that it's three in the morning and we had to find some place to stay. In the end we found some boo-tiful inn (filled with prostitutes and gamblers and smokers and all those crappy people). Even the bedsheets have that yucky smell. Ugh.



@ KLCC Aquaria
(I'm holding a starfish; and the two dudes beside me are my brothers)


By the way, I just found out from mummy that some mentor and mentee I know is having an emotionally and physically dependant relationship. I was like stunned. The mentor had a wife and two kids (aged 8 and 2), and the mentee is only 20! What an adulterous pair. And a mentor is supposed to guide his mentee and not lead her astray. What is the world coming into?!

Maybe getting married isn't a good thing afterall; who knows what your other half is truly like. How do you know they can be trusted?




_hmmm_

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

281205 Wednesday

[Mood: I don't know]

Firstly I want to thank Eve for staying by me through the tough weeks and trying to cheer me up (she even brought Setsuka and I to Sentosa!) And I thank her for enduring my ugly fits, and swear with me when things turn so bad. Thank you dear piggy :)

Updates:

1. Cousin 'Becca's 21st birthday celebration


2. Eve's birthday chalet at Pasir Ris

Notice the crown on her head?




@ Escape Theme Park - the rides are for kids, boo! By the way that's Amy and Eve :)

3. Day at Sentosa

(4D Magix ride)

(Underwater World)

Set's mum, Setsuka, and Ronald Macdonalds - and that, on his lap, is my drink.




And by the way, it's a big surprise the Sentosa 'Luge' guys remember my name, lol. It's been so long already! And, blessed belated Christmas day!





_pumpkin_

It's time to get up and brush off the dirt on my knees; Joanna is strong, and I know that.
And I thought you told me once you never liked it. People change, don't they.


Monday, December 12, 2005

contd

[Mood: Good]

Love me,love me not <3

The curry's good good good! I think I'll gain like 10kg after tonight. And the retarded 'crown' pictures Dot and I took was... funny. lol. Happy birthday cousin 'Becca!

Should I turn back?



_double sighs_

I miss you. You probably moved on already. I don't know about our future and I don't harbour much hope in case I crush again.


111205 Sunday

[Mood: - ]

The physical pain I hate most is tummyache. It's like some penetrating bulldozer poking your stomach. The pierce was so bad I thought I looked like I'm gawking at the sermon speaker.

Notes and Updates:
5.Josh (my lil' brother) just had his 13th birthday celebrated last night (this reminds me that Germ is a coward, lol, ask me about that if you're interested to know why)
4.Cousin Rebecca's 21st birthday party's today at 7.30pm :)
3.Today is Ida's last lesson with us.
2.Jerina's birthday celebration will be held tomorrow at Kbox!
1.Eve's birthday chalet's coming up on Tuesday.

And.
Drunkards suck.



_get me going_

Didn't have the guts to give it to you thus I left it somewhere but I don't know if you found it. Anyways it doesn't matter I guess - it doesn't make any difference.


Saturday, December 10, 2005

101205 Saturday

[Mood: - ]

Both guys turned 18 these two days - Junjie and Marcus. Happy birthday big boys! By the way Marc, you almost got me killed, and I pray you don't die from car accident.

p.s. that's a lousy birthday wish - she wouldn't agree to it.




_lousy me_

Thursday, December 08, 2005

071205 Wednesday

[Mood: I don't know]

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING NANA *hugs*

Secondly,
ATTENTION DUDETTES.
Guess who I saw today? Jonathan from SAF. Haha yes, the guy you girls go goo-goo-ga-ga over for.
And he's ubberly short for a guy! Around my height? Haha, too bad ladies, I don't have a tagboard for you to flame ;)

Updates:
13.The agency took my portfolio! WEE.
12.Rica's already in ;)
11.Marc got the number of this rica-look-alike girl, hmmm!
10.I rented Saint Ange, Ice Princess, and Uptown Girls for tomorrow :)
9.XL (Xiuling) actually thought Marc's cute =\
8.And she stole his number from Rica's cell -.-"
7.EVE IS STILL GONE GONE GONE GONE GONE.
6.BUT EVE'S GETTING ME THINGS FROM BANGKOK LOL.
5.Manda won't be back from the states till like... when I'm gone overseas?
4.I got scolded for watching Saw :(
3.I think I broke my nail.
2.I realised I only have 7 years to look for a husband. I wanna marry at 23.
1.Either that or I'll adopt a kid and be some strong pumpkin. lol.

Boho woman ;) And.

Jesus, I <3 YOU! I stand by faith :)



_orange peels_

How do I move on when I'm totally not over it?



Tuesday, December 06, 2005

so now you see.

[Mood: - ]

So now you see what you can't see, and you know better than that - because nothing of anything that you can't see is worth the frustrations caused. Nobody's elated for the consequences, well maybe except yourself.


^ popsie's trip to Israel!




_someone like me_

If only someone is willing to hold my hand and lead me so I won't be lost.

051205 Monday

[Mood: Great]

Cocktail party this Friday! I can walk straight in although I'm underaged 'cos I have the invitation card! For 16-year-olds this is something to be proud of, haha ;)

THANKS, MARCUS LEE! Anyways, stop acting mature and stuff, you're only 18 -.-"



p.s. I misbehaved, sorry poopies.



_hitting the dance floor at midnight_

The chapter became quite a mess when the main lead left; so she ended up picking up the pieces.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

031205 Saturday

[Mood: - ]

Today - or rather, yesterday's prom...
5.Danced alot alot alot with loads of people esp. Eve, Amy and darl Nana!
4.and received a rose :)
3.Those people who sabotaged Aili's really really really mean. She was on the verge of crying.
2.Eka the Fantasia-look-alike, with her flaring jacket, cowboy pants and mid-high boots won the prom queen title! You're gorgeous ;)
1.Amos' crowned prom king!

Was supposed to catch a movie at Cineleisure after the prom but didn't go 'cos...
4.It starts at 1.20 and Amy thought it was too late
3.and some left with her too.
2.The guys then overruled the girls and it's getting uncomfortable.
1.Yes, so Eve and I took a cab back ourselves ;)

By the way I've bought LOADS AND LOADS of haha-can't-tell-you during the sales in Singapore Expo this (yesterday) morning. They're really really beautiful - and branded! Some with pearls and some with glitters - and even cartoons! LOL.



_the seventh day since I've lost my happiness_

He actually remembered my prom? I'm happy for that :)

Friday, December 02, 2005

cont'd

[Mood: - ]

What I got today:
1. Facial masks from Skin Treats.
2. Jeans :)
3. Bone enamel from Sally Hansen.
4. Planner 2006

Flipped through the archives of my blog and all I could do was tear. My desired life, friends, candy, darlings... Most of them are gone. Sigh, it's a feeling which I cannot alleviate.





Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

_so much_

It's no sin acting like a child :) I've lost my happiness, but I've gained my faith.

011205 Thursday

[Mood: Good]

I've got a blue crystal necklace and dark crystal hair brooch from Chomel www.chomel.com.sg yesterday :) They're ubberly gorgeous <3
And! The packaging's beautiful beautiful beautiful! Love Chomel!

Details for today's plans:
10.Get make up cleanser from Watsons.
9.Try out the hair style from Cleo mag.
8.Detoxify my facial pores LOL.
7.Scrub out my dead skin cells.
6.Maybe visit 'chelle for appointment on hair styling,
5.and to help me highlight my hair :)
4.Watch Chicken Little - with God-knows-who (NOBODY IS DATING ME OUT!)
3.Go JP for sales!
2.Get that faded jeans QX-ls wanted.
1.Manipedi! :D



_I'm not desperate_

Eee, everybody sucks, lar. All so busy with prom. Oh wells! No harm catching Chicken Little myself ;)

Thursday, December 01, 2005

301105 Wednesday

[Mood: - ]

You made me how I am today.
I hate all of you.




_changes_

Thought about it last night - What exactly am I waiting for? To be treated like trash again?