continued thankewws for bday

(continued)
thank you...

[pris] for the cow bank and the cow keychain.
[hongming aka alex] for the 'nici' cow bobber.

and by the way, anonymous* is aili. thank you! totally love it; not many people know i love stars, you see.

:)

250205 Friday

[Mood: Tired]

had cross country today. ran at first but it's like, boring and stuff. so i u-turned back to find my friends. ended up walking - and we're the last to reach. it's fun, though. :) alot of others blamed me for not running. they made me feel so... upset. i don't regret walking - in fact i'm really neat about it, so stop saying 'you should have...' s to me.

went to far east plaza after that with ivy, ster, manda, sarah. bought spongebob squarepants boxers for ** (his birthday's coming, you see). LOL. tried out a mini' after that, and that crazy aunty molested me! of course i scream. hey, i really wonder why they keep laughing.

really tired. and i'm having a headache - probably the after-effects of motion sickness previously in the bus.





_yawn_

220205 Tuesday

[Mood: High]

my 16th birthday! nc16 movies here i come. wee.
anyways, i wanna thank the following...

[God] for creating me! :D
[mummy] for the birthday meal and 'nici' cow plushie.
[germ] for the 'nici' cow bobber.
[josh] for the 'happy house' album.
[sarah] for the kiss!
[junjie] for the birthday song at 12a.m.
[eve] for the cow photo frame.
[claud] for the two cow mugs.
[javier] for the cow plushie.
[derrick] for the 'aurora' seal, and 'disney' pooh bear.
[daryl] for the 'precious moments' treasure case, candies...
[meixiu] for the winged mirror.
[amy and katty] for the orange dog, and the extremely cute card.
[hongting] for the cow, candles...
[manda] for the magic bean stalk.
[lianshun] for the 'good time' cow plushie, and 'me-to-you' card.
[ber] for the goldfish plushie.
[angrong] for the cow plushie.
[xueting] for the 'kukumalu' keepsake box.
[jinhao] for the cow bank.
[vanessa] for the dolphin keychain.
[saw chiu] for the box of candies.
[wendy and kunjing] for the teddy keychain, and orange candle.
[xuejun] for the ladybug mug.
[sarah. mayne. jer. wanching. guohui. guangyi. jinhao. kenny. joce. chukeng.] for that giant lion (very very very huge!), and 'nici' ladybug.
[junior] for the orange pencil case.
[anonymous] for the 'perlini silver' necklace.
[mr thomas tan. my class] for the birthday song. :D

[to all who wished me happy birthday in friendster, phone, msn messenger, or in person.]
thank you! >.<

[to you know who.]
i'm really touched with what you people did for me. i really don't know what to say now. thank you. :)

[ster. qiqi. sarah. kexin.]
hehx. had fun with you girls today! it made my birthday greatttt.

[mayne]
i know you're now at the hospital. take care. :)





_birthday wishes_

210205 Monday

[Mood: Happy but Tired]

it's weird people come up to me saying they haven't got me presents for my birthday. i mean, don't they find it weird telling me that? nobody is obliged to get me presents. lol. :)

was feeling tired and restless, and choir made it worse. today's practice's so draggy; maybe it's cos today we're doing sectionals. hmmm. ms tay asked xinying, cat and i to sing solo. it's like, we're all trembling and stuff. embarrassing.

chinese ct's on 23rd! yay! yay!

210205``______ =]]]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRIS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU






_birthday wishes to dear pris_

cried.

i just cried. and i don't know why.

190205 Saturday

[Mood: Tired]

chinese' disgusting. really. hate the strokes. hate the way they put the words into chimology terms when you can express them in easier words. hate the way the words stands out so much. hate the way poodle dog assumes we understood. anyways, chinese common test's here. pray for me! be glad it's only chinese, not math. yet.

will be meeting pris at 8.30p.m later at westmall. in the meantime i'll just continue studying crap. yawn. i'm tired. whenever it comes to studying chinese i'll feel so... lethargic.





_chinese still sucks_

180205 Friday

[Mood: Upset]

like what hq said - i can cheat the whole world; but i cannot cheat myself.

[hq]
thanks for sharing. that's really something i've been wanting to know all along.

[jer]
i've got so much to tell you. hope you're here right now.

[sarah]
we belong to the same world - the fish in the tank.

[eve. claud.]
thanks for the company this afternoon. cheered me up.






_we don't belong_

170205 Thursday

[Mood: Happy]

caller: hi. is this monogram pte ltd?
you: yes.
caller: do you have in stock model xyz?
you: yes.
caller: how much is it?
you: yes.
caller: no, how much is it?
you: yes.
caller: i don't think you're very bright. let me speak to someone else. what's the name of your supervisor?
you: yes
(remember, your goal is to encourage the caller to hang up.)



_smiles_

150205 Tuesday

[Mood: Tired and Lazy]

common test tomorrow. pray for me! seriously needed them. by the way, chemistry sucks! boo. you know, recently weird stuff keeps on happening on my body - it's like i've got this really mean running nose, sudden cramps, and hurting lungs. everytime i started breathing, sneezing, sighing, or yawning, my lungs would hurt alot.

[ice drag. corrine. xiucheng. veron. grace. germ. stelly. tingx. jiaming.]
haha. okay. i'll be fair to put all your names down la, hor. :) thank you!

[mayne]
we miss you. don't you love us anymore? sigh*





_tong hua_

140205 Monday

[Mood: Blessed]

these are my messages before i close my day.

[jj] thank you so so so so much. :)
[jer] now and forever will be my precious dear!
[sarah] blessed st vday.
[daryl] thanks for the effort.
[jav] sorry, and thanks at the same time.
[saw chiu] babe, it was so unexpected!
[manda] i know you love me! i know you do! LOL.
[cas] i still love you despite you being retardedly retarded.
[grace] my precious food fairy! hugs*
[dott] greatly appreciated! arigato.






_snores_

130205 Sunday

[Mood: Happy]

lazy to blog. if you want to know what happened to me today, read Germboy's blog. :)

anyways, wanna wish you people...
Blessed Saint Valentine's Day
and God loves You

[food fairy]
thanks for the cookie and the rose! love them.

[germy]
where's my money? taps* haha.

[scj2]
have fun with your guys tomorrow! don't miss me too much; not worth it at all. LOL.

[couples around]
MISS ME MORE THAN YOU MISS YOUR GUY/GIRL.

[singles]
yep. that's right - continue to miss me!






_i am so lucky 'cos God loves me_

120205 Saturday

[Mood: Tired]

i'm down with this damn flu! can't stop sneezing! and my nose' running off. damn sickening, lor. especially when i start talking and i'll just go 'atichoo!' arghs. must be my brother, la - pass the virus to me.

anyways, today's fun. church teens came to my house - 25 of them. they played this 'polar bear' game. don't really know what's going on though... *drifts off* had to rush off afterwards - to meet sarah. visited her mum. shirleen's really cute! she's like, so crazy. :) sarah visited my house as well, by that time the people left half an hour ago. we both fooled around with hats. by the way, sarah, you're sexy! =P

[the egg family]
see you people tomorrow! by the way i'm still like, huh-where-are-we-heading, leh.

[cas]
you weirdo. don't complain to me that people are staring at your boobs when you're like wearing a super duper low cut tee that shows SO MUCH of your cleavage.

[daz]
hey babe. it's kinda sad i can't make it to your house that night. anyways, there's still next time, ya? see you around in school! :)






_don't say when you don't mean it_

100205 Thursday

[Mood: Happy]

was too tired yesterday, thus i didn't blog. anyways, here i am to update! :)

090205``__________** =]]]
in the morning my family and i went to church to celebrate chinese new year. was wearing this cinnamon blouse, skirt, and heels. i needed better clothes - mum blames it on me for not going out with her. but even if i did she'll not even get me one, lor. she's always saying, "you have alot of clothes already. stop wasting money." yes, EVEN if it's chinese new year. so why bother going out with her? didn't get alot of red packets anyway. =X not that i'm waiting for alot, lah. haha.

went to youngest aunt's house after church. had lunch there. then we proceeded to jb. it's really fun. since we're in separate cars, we used walkie talkies to communicate. and it's like we're talking crap - especially the walkie talkie conversation with dorothy. haha. anyways, when we're at malaysia's custom, the police wanted to check our car's boot. the funny thing is, they look like they're going to kill us. and when they opened up the boot, the only thing they saw was a box of oranges. and they're like giving the okay-okay-you-can-go-now kind of look. darn funny.

hmmm. reached simsim's (my grandma's sister) house. the weather was terrible. the tv programmes were boring. i've got no reception. the malls' all closed. there's practically nothing to do. and we cousins were like rotting there. but luckily before we almost die, there's this show 'denise the menace' up on tv. saved our lives. then we watched american idol after that. the younger cousins were all playing fire crackers outside. it was so loud, lor. there was twice when it failed, and the thing exploded. LOL. then that young cousin cried. =X dorothy and i were like, hahahaha. those stuff stank. during the night, we cousins became really really high. we're like trying to dress ourselves up with the pyjamas. -_- you should've looked at luke. he's really funny. took lots of videos and pictures that night - silly ones. :D

we went out to eat after that. and we're like bloated and stuff. nice food. :) went home after that. and we're crapping on the walkie talkie. joshua and i fell asleep soon. nice day!

100205``________^_^**
guess i'll be watching tv whole day. yippee! it's sad to know that there's school tomorrow. totally spoils the mood. :( but anyways, will be going to daziree's house that evening. hope it'll make my day!





_happy. shalala. it's so nice to be happy. shalala. everybody should be happy. shalala_

090205 Wednesday

aww man. is he coming back? arghs!






_sigh_

080205 Tuesday

[Mood: Tired]

"shi nian le! wo zai zhe gong shi gong zhuo le shi nian le! ta jing ran wei le sophia ba wo gei chao le!" (translation: "ten years! i've been working in this company for ten years! yet they fired me 'cos of sophia!")
hey regenites, sounds familiar? haha. yep, that's the silly skit we watched this morning during the cny celebration. lots of alumnis came back. it's pretty weird seeing them - they've changed so much, turning "blonde". and yea, angelina came back from kuala lumpur (temporary, though). she's so h.o.t now! hot bod, nice clothes, new hairdo. :) i've got a confession to make - i skipped geography lesson. =X went to help out backstage instead. it's so fun! the lion dance troop's pretty cool. and the ex-mnd's really great - not like the current one. anyways, this concert's quite boring - like always. but at least the skit made us laugh. it's madness.

went out with ster, manda, and sarah. but sarah left early - her mum wants her to pick shirleen from school, and to go home straight. reason? "there's alot of stuff waiting for you to do." arghs! i badly wanted sarah to hang out with us. one day i'll talk to her mum. she can't restrict my poor dear so much!

went out with jj after that. jj was supposed to do some last minute shopping, but didn't get anything in the end. money's hard to spend. lol. went to the esplanade... (sadly, in my school uniform)

will be going to church tomorrow (we have that every year. it's like count our blessings and stuff). after that we cousins will be going to malaysia to visit our distant relatives. i can recall we used to wash their cars and we'll get 2 dollars each for doing so. haha. and we'll play with the fire crackers. great time.

anyways, happy chinese new year to all of you! may God bless you with wisdom, and may you grow firm in His words! mwah!*

[jer]
how's it? hehe. =P

[sarah]
i miss you and shirleen! aww.

[mayne]
have fun tomorrow at malaysia! i might see you there. hehe.






_happy chinese new year eve_

080205 Tuesday

[Mood: Tired but Happy]

was supposed to be 070205, monday. blogged a lil' too late.

070205``________* =]]]]
went to school.
boring.
mdm juliana's picking on me again.
finally did mdm poh's test.
she keeps giving me those glares.
had choir sectionals.
the newcomers' tone deaf.
fed-up.
had a meeting.
rushed back home.
had reunion dinner at dorothy's.
it was a fun one - bbq outside her house.
took pictures with the female cousins.
just realised joanne peh (the celeb)'s in rebecca's university.
the guys were stucked on ps2.
got red packets.
but mummy kept them. boo.
will be going to malaysia on wednesday to visit my distant cousins.
hope there's car washing service.
love my cousins.

[jer]
have a nice time with 'haloha' tomorrow. mwah!*

[pris . wanching]
hey babes, don't be nervous about the cny thing. the audience will love you. i think. :)

[corrine]
it wasn't me. LOL.






_i like my hair clip very very much_

predictions

i just realised something - there's more than just the present i'm facing. there's the past i'm dying to know. ms tay, i understand what you're trying to tell me now. thanks for your concern. :) i knew i could trust my 6th sense and predictions all along. and now it's coming my way.





_substitution_

060205 Sunday

[Mood: Happy]

had meeting this morning at church. discussed about this 'bond' activitity that's due two weeks later. i must admit i'm not really looking forward to this whole event. i never was looking forward to any church events.

like what mummy told me the other time... you didn't give your 100%. and the heads want the 100%-people. so you can't complain.

many times i wish to transfer - just like my brother. but there are too many obligations - dyls, the ministry i was serving in, my friends, and the emotional blackmail i received. speaking of emotional blackmail, it reminds me of the lesson i learnt in my youth class today. we talked about our future partners. ida asked what's our ideal partner. seriously i don't know what to say at that point of time - and since i was supposed to say one, i said 'a guy who doesn't use emotional blackmail'. she's like, dot dot dot. i don't know what i was talking about! love isn't anything about the ideal person you're looking for, but creating a right relationship.

will be celebrating mummy's birthday afterwards. mwah!* mama. :)







_what if_

060205 Sunday

[Mood: Crazy. Exhilarated.]

this will be a long entry. *rants rants rants* i'm supposed to be asleep. but felt like blogging.

050205_____________`` =]]]]]
last night i was actually dreaming - can't recall what it is, but it's something about a key or something. *scratches head* was woken up by the knocks on my door. i thought it was daddy (daddy's always knocking on my door, but refuses to talk when asked who he is). i wanted to shout "stop it, lah! the door's not even locked!" but the voice just won't come. and yea, in the end i went to open it up. i was lucky i didn't yell, lor. it was this computer repair man, who's my dad's friend too. it was really embarrasing - i was still looking dreamy and my hair's like, KABOOM! anyways, i spent my morning looking at him repairing my computer.

piano lesson in the afternoon's slacky. hmmm. changed into outside clothes and went off for the reunion dinner. the food there sucks. seriously. mummy ordered a 'medium' sized plate of prawns, and there are only like, 8 tiny prawns on the plate? was wondering what if it's 'small' sized. ate lots of veg (mum's totally crazy about it). after like, the first 3 dishes was served, jeremy (in case you don't know who he is, he's my big brother) was like giving the 'i am dying any minute' kinda look. he's bloated, you see.

this is the funny part - beside us was this table full of teenagers around 17 or 18. it's like, there's 10 guys there and one pathetic girl. jeremy's like saying "wah. she win liao lor." there's two cute guys there, but i seriously forgot how they looked like now. haha. okay, back to the point why this is the funny part. there's this guy there who sort of like stood up to pick himself food, and when he bent, he showed his boxers (it's checkers, as what jeremy said). i didn't spot it though - it was jeremy. he was like "OMG. *laugh laugh laugh*". yea, i know it's not funny at all - but it's like, my table's rather dull so 'that thing' sort of made us laugh.

mary (my cousin) ordered SO MUCH FOOD. she's practically crazy. didn't finish them, though. and then aunt packed the chicken into her plastic bag. i was like, "aww man. no face le lah!" (we're not allowed to pack food home). this is the scary thing - SHE STUFFED IT INTO MY HANDBAG. after which i took it out, it smelt like chicken plus leather. eewl. and jeremy say my bag's yummy. dots. daddy then drove them bag. and i was suffering from motion sickness. boo. in order not to puke, i sang and sang and sang. jeremy told me to shut up - but too bad. BY THE WAY, joshua (my little brother)'s foot stank! daddy, jeremy, and i were like going to faint soon. omg.

[jeremy]
good luck with your wake-up-at-5-to-jog-thing. i seriously think it won't last long. you're a pig. LOL.

[jj]
don't tempt the ghosts! there's this lady who went to this haunted house and the ghost followed her back. be careful okay?

060205``___** =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KATTY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO

060205``___** =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO






_totally in love_

orientation camp 2005 photos

the camp photos are up! ;) by the way, my group r.o.c.k.s! come, let me 'haolian' - we're from the winner team, leh. haha. =X


forfeit - frog jump. hawhaw.


sec one formation at parade square. :)


hongming; noun; a crazy fella, my classmate since pri1
(please note - he's not from my cca.) LOL.





view full album here.

140205 Friday

[Mood: Happy]

was late for school - again. and yes, it's my fault for not knowing my alarm clock's batteries' flat. by the way, am i lucky or what? the teachers didn't catch my dye. ms stilla caught two other guys, but i'm like, talking to her and she doesn't even notice. she must've loved me too much. gee.

by the way, SHE'S JUST USING ME. boo. why are people always using me? i shouldn't be so kind. *slaps myself* the rest of us were like, hoping she'll get a taste of her own medicine. but we know well too that she doesn't really care much anyway. to her we're nothing. just her tool and her mountain to lean on.

two more days to mummy's birthday. :)

HEY. can anyone teach me how to load videos up??? :"(





_i love mojojojo_

030205 Thursday

[Mood: Great]

"A friend is someone who will walk the long way when you don't want to hop the fence."
by Kel Kel

The Mile: People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile.
i miss scj2. we're breaking apart though. especially we know who.

well. went to school with sarah today and we finished one packet of sweets even before lesson started. aww. and sarah's so cute! miss her more than ever. hmmm. school today's fine. well it's my favourite day of the week so what do you think? :) during the 3rd period we had p.e. and i ran with eka around the school. after that there's english lesson and we walked around the school blindfolded. :D anyways mdm faz isn't in a really good mood today. boo. :(

[mayne]
hey dear. there's ME. ME. MEEEE! =P

[sarah]
i've got so much to tell you. mwah!* stop your 'wewe'. aww.

[jer]
you crazy fool. piaks* let's not forget mr. da bian. LOL. :)

[vaness]
actually we know alot. and i'm sad to hear that, you know. well, one can never hide behind an innocent face forever.







_A hug overcomes all boundaries. It speaks words within the mind that cannot be spoken_

010205 Tuesday

[Mood: Tired]

conversation with mdm poh...
poh: where is amanda?
*no response from class*
poh: (shouts) where is amanda??!!
*still no response*
poh: JOANNAAA! is amanda here just now?!
jo: don't know
poh: you don't have the courage to tell me?
jo: told you i don't know
poh: JOANNA!
jo: i said i don't know!
sorry poh - for being rude.
but still.
unreasonable bitch.

through all the conversations i had with ms tay, i've learnt alot - unexpectedly. it's really worth recalling and recapping. yesterday she told me something which happened to a student that's close to her. this is what happened... there was this guy who likes this girl for quite some time. one day the girl was late for school and thus got pulled up. she then 'escaped'. the guy who happened to be there saw the whole thing, and was very disturbed. all the while to him she's the 'angel', but after that incident he doubt his own likings. he was thinking, if the girl can cheat on the teachers, she can cheat on him too. well, as you've guessed, he stopped liking her. just because of this small issue, it changed the mindset of the guy, as well as the trust he had for the girl. pity.

[nd]
is that guy i saw in lot1 your brother? you both look alike.

[dayi. uncle philip. grandmama. grandpop. tan. tim.]
i miss you people! i know it's really really cold back there. take care okay? :)






_is that what i really want_